Wednesday, December 30

UGLY! Ewwwwwww!

What's a pity for them or for me?
Gosh! Why I should felt about depressed them.
I means last time
BUT NO CHANCE FOR THE TIME BEING NOW!




GOD-DAMN!
What an ugly situationnnnn?
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~~~!!!!!
Tak boleh tahan la bang!
maybe my jealousy membuat kesan.
HAHAHAHAXD
felt a little bit "kesal" lah for my depression!
Oh gosh! what am I thinking last time?
Maybe when we met in the street or road, we can't even recognise each other or something.
Maybe his eyes just full of stamps!
Maybe his level will be a HOLY SHIT!!!
WHAT THE HECK AM I SAD-ing about????
Really confused.



How come his taste will be such such such such ****???
Don't say what what what kind of love she's paying to u!
I don't care.
You're slapping mine and your face
WHAT THE F!!!!


read the following language WORDS-BY-WORDS!!!!






TRUST ME, I'LL-CATCH-YOU-BACK-WHEN-I'M-IN-READY!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 29

Malacca trip

Malacca make me sicked!!!
><'' ><''''
went for Malacca with my friends, its CLASSMATES okay?
fun? 3 days 2 nights can be any fun?
perhaps just prefer blending into the most familiar gangs, anyone thought that right?
trying to cooperate them both is quite hard for us
maybe all of us just didn't consider about the target of class trip
Be frank, im used to wish the class trip finised earlier! I'm sorry!
That's because my antibody couldn't bear it anymore
can i say i can't fit into the temperature or atmosphere of malacca.
but it is certain that I really enjoy in the night we used to cook and eat Tangyuan.


From now on, we less have any opportunity to be like this.
cook together. gamble together. talk together. snap together and laugh together.
we just only can aftertaste from our photograph
What's a pity
Wish you luck, guys!
and don't forget I LOVE U =')
I LOVE U, NG YEE WEN, THAM WEN YING, TAN SEAR YIN TAN CHEW LI, LEE SHER LIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
you can't calculate how much I LOVE YOU GUYS so much!
because I didn't show'em up in my face, right??
I know I look so cooooool oftenly but crazy all the times k?

Thanks NG YEE WEN for drive everyone in the most crazy one! and brighten me up everyday i saw her! ERRRRRRR~~~! She taught me this! HAHAXD
Thanks THAM WEN YING for her chary, she do help me a lot no matter where or when in my homework!
Thanks TAN SEAR YIN, she's the girl who not afraid her own image to be destroy! has her own lifestyle and I love it
Thanks TAN CHEW LI, she's so cute sometimes with her classic's eyes rolling ><
Thanks LEE SHER LIN, in her place you don't have to worry there's no photo because she's camwhore master!





I LOVE U U U U AND U!
MWAH!

Monday, December 28

Superduple Quick Update!!


guys, a super duple quick update here.

just back from Singapore v mother.

bye!


p.s : the pictures is the malacca one! upload next time, perhaps babes and dudes!
again : I LOVE THIS PICHAS! ( i learning to be in the cutey words, im sorry!)

Saturday, December 19

REMIX!


BILIBALA BILIBALA
BA! BA-BA-BA-BA!
IM HERE NOW!






BILIBALA-BILIBALA
GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY!
GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE BAB BAB BAB BAB BABY!



IM GOING NOW!
BYE!




P.S : PICTURE IS ABOUT KLWMBC OPENING CEROMONY!
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRRRRRRY 8-BYE!


=))))

Wednesday, December 16

Street parade in KLWMBC

just came back from KL.
Ya, i went KL yesterday too!
and the same thing happened!
raining cats and dogs
okay, we get back to that.
the opening ceremony and street parade is holding in front of Pavillion.
that's really crowded
I'm going to say not bad for my school's performance.
but I love the Thai's one.
GOSH! guess what?
They've 20 trumpets!!!!!!! no woodwind there.
their percussion really stirring my heartbeat, no! i should say is every one's heartbeat.
MOUNTY-BASS-DRUM PLAYER is the very best!
and I LOVE THE SNARE DRUM GUY.
CAK-CAK-CAK-CAK-CAK-CAK-CAK-CAK........



i get to say
I felt the band is getting stranger for me. i mean the people
but I LOVE WEI YONG SO MUCH!
By the way, I'm really proud of their changes
Different leader have different ways, form the really different band!
so that's why i say it's so strange for me.
I'm out! I'm an outsider for them
I have ton of pictures to upload after i get my cable back.
stop here right now.
and i swear i wanna sleep for at least 12 hours and more by then
I'm going Cheras for the final this Saturday.
hope VICTORIA can be the winner of that
Am I going to do banner for my buddy?????
HAHAHAHAHA
AM I CRAZY???




SWEET DREAM
:Z

Tuesday, December 15

14th dec - SPM is utterly finished. Shop with my lovely brother in KL
15th dec - go interview with my very first job. Visit to Pavillion for th KLWMBC
17th dec - return to my piano class
18th dec - with mummy conjuct for some furniture in Sunway
19th dec - purchase sone goodies and steamboat makings v classmateys. watch Pavillion again for the final compete KLWMBC
20 dec - observe an education fair in Mid Valley with mummy
21st dec - 23rd dec - MELAKA TRIP WITH CLASSMATES!
24th - 27th dec - CELEBRATE OUR CHRISTMAS IN SINGAPORE!
30 dec - work for the i-City and maybe go for the prom night
31st dec - let's countdown for the coming new year!

SPM IS A PAST TENSE FOR ME

/HARDCORE/

WITH ANYONE PLEASURE,
SPM IS FINISHED!

YOU SHOULD CLAP YOUR HANDS TOGETHER NOW! I WARN U!

HAHAHAHA

Sunday, December 13

《我从十一楼跳下去》漫画

《我从十一楼跳下去》

一天,我打开邮箱,在清理邮件的过程中,我发现了一封陌生的邮件,题目为我从十一楼跳下去》。这是一组朱德庸的漫画,由二十幅图所组成的,每幅度都加了文字描述。

我往下看,内容大致是这样的:

一个人因为对生活绝望,于是从第十一楼跳了下去。在下降的过程中她经过每个楼层的窗户,看到了十楼的恩爱夫妻在吵架,九楼那个坚强的男人在哭泣,八楼的美女发现未婚夫和别人上了床.........三楼的老大爷坐在窗前盼望着游人来访,二楼的女人正在捧着刚结婚半年就失足的丈夫的照片发愣....

这时,她才明白:在从十一楼跳下去之前,她以为自己是世界最倒霉的人,可看到他们之后,才觉得自己其实过得还不错!

她狠狠地摔倒了地上,刚才被他看过的人都把头伸出窗外,再看着她。此刻她想:他们看到我之后,也许觉得自己过得还不错。

漫画的最后有这样的一句话:“古人明训:活在当下,知足常乐!”每个人活着都有一些压力,都有不为人知的辛苦及辛酸的一面。往好的方面想一想,你会觉得其实你过得还不错!


-赵文静-

Saturday, December 12

Larian Rakyat in Shah Alam

the trumpeter and trombonist


1, 2 JUMP!
wave to the camera! HALO

for further photo, click the link below :

http://runwitme.blogspot.com

CLEARANCE!!!!!

CLEARANCE!!!!!!


BOOOOOOKS EVERYWHERE


AND NOW


IM GOING TO MAKE MY TABLE AVAILABLE!


SIU GU PO ZHUA~ OLD NEWSPAPER~ !!!!! ASKING MY MOM TO GET THEM HERE!


BYE!
LEELONGJIAT, IM LEAVING SOME BOOOOKS FOR YOU!

unsent letter

Cost and Worth! We must better understand this. I have nothing left. but I meant I won't put up like that. I lost a friend but gain an experience! maybe that's the better way i should think that let me be a bit better feeling. because of that dignity and some goosey spoken words, i lost it! Honestly, I do not know what to do when i got the answer has always been eager to! Relief? rejoice? or regret? I have nothing in my mind at all. I've been suspicious been all of this so repeatly, and now all of these have became all the past.















 I will put everything close at heart, everything about us, you and everything that had happen. You know what, I have to say this when there have no chance anymore. I have been write a two pages letter just for you before you gave me yours! but






































its unsent!
I didn't mention it before, because everything is become into a bygone. See, I have no guts rather than you.








Well, get to end up the friendship with a big smile!














=)














GOOD-BYE!

Friday, December 11

Not going to sleeeep!

I don't think im going to sleep tonight.
i probably go to bed about 5a.m recently.
so that's why i don't think i can sleep now!
going to Shah alam tomorrow! for don't know what function
but heard that can get for 50 RINGGIT MALAYSIA
so...........



IM GOING TO SHAH ALAM TOMORRRROW about 5A.M!!!!!

I HOPE TO GO FOR TAYLOR COLLEGE OPEN DAY TOO




T______________T






Get to off to my Cafe world!

Thursday, December 10

最后的话!

是什么时候我们开始有了分歧?
是什么时候我们不再有了言谈?
是什么时候我看你的眼光那么的不耐烦?
是什么时候你在逃避着我的存在?

我们认识了将近五年。
打从初中开始,我们无所不谈。
那时的你根本不会笑,笑时都被我们笑成好苦哦!哈哈
现在的你学会了笑!
我真地想告诉你啊:‘你的笑容好做作,很假!’
那时的我们,传便条,送贺年卡,连拍个照或排队都形影不离。
那时的我们,时常讨论着自己所喜欢的人,所有的不满。
那时的我们,可以为妈妈允许住朋友的家而高兴的一个礼拜。
那时的我们,讨论着毕业后要到那里旅行。
我还记得你要去澳洲!

翻看着许多照片,发现。。。。。。。。。。。。原来我们是用这种方式度过的!
我曾跟你要求过,希望你把自己的心打开。
爱面子的自己,在当时,觉得很失败!
我没胆说出,因为我一直很怀疑我在你心中所占的位置到底是哪里?
我试过猜测,“如果是好朋友,为什么他所有的所有和所有的想法我竟然都不知道!”
我思考了很久很久,也觉得你只是把我的存在当作是一种习惯!
习惯我每天绕在你身边,习惯每天下课和你在一起,习惯我会把所有的不满让你知道,习惯我会每时每刻都赞同你的想法, 也习惯自己不把一切告诉我
哪怕只有一点点。。。
当我每次看到你那幅很多心事的脸,真相告诉自己:‘你到底算什么?’
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
更有人问我说:“他怎么了?”
我想“他”到底怎么了?
我想“他”应该连我都不让知道到底怎么了?

所以,一切整理后,我选择逃避!

说真的,我很心痛!你竟然选择漠视我的存在!!!
加油吧!朋友!祝你好运 =)

希望我们见面时,还能攀上几句话!真得如此希望。。。。

还有

对不起!I'm sorry!

注释:这是我最好要说的话!

Wednesday, December 9

WHAT THE QMAR!

Just finished You're Beautiful and Coffee Prince! the following drama will be IRIS!

ask me whether which one is better?
I will say : I PREFER YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL so much!
JangGeunSuk la wei...
First of all, you're beautiful and coffee prince is the same kind of drama.
girl pretend to be a boy !





''everytime the fireworks go, i cry. not because my patriotic because that's my INCOME TAX!''

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm watching Qmar Drag Queen again.
laugh like hell
i miss the moment we always talking and acting about him or her
Ying right?


"You smile la! You smile for what? Now, you tell you smile for what? You think i will chop your passport and give six months ar? TWO MONTHS AR! GO IN AA



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA




''LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT I CAN DO! FUUUUUUUUH--BOOOOOM! FINISH!''


=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

P.S: Sorrrry, abit out of control! HAHAHAHA

Saturday, December 5

Tomorrow never comes

Say goodbye to one more day
add another chance for you to change
until you see what you become
keep spinin' circles round the sun
until you finally love someone
but TOMORROW NEVER COMES!



Teddy Geiger - Tomorrow never comes

Friday, December 4

我讨厌你的生日!讨厌!讨厌!真得很讨厌!

可以的话,我想忘了你的生日,当初就不该记得!


='(











我很想你!

Thursday, December 3

T ara/Tiara - Bo peep bo peep lyrics



Don't lose your temper so quickly
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!


Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!
Cheombuteo jiltuman jakku burigo
Dareun saramgwa innyago ansimhaneun na
Ijen naege jichyeotdago malhaneun neo
Hwa jom naeji mallago
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!


Neomu neomuna chakhaetdeon nega
Nattaeme nattaeme nattaeme byeonhaesseo
Nareul neomu saranghaetdeon nega
Jigeum moseup, jigeum moseubeun my you


Follow me, follow me nareul ttara follow me
Garani garani gara neon neomu joheun geol

I'm so sorry I'm not amazing
I'm so sorry I'm not amazing
Hwanaejima ja useojwo ije geuman hwa pureo


Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!
1, 2, 3, 4, 5...


Bogosipdago jakkuman jeonhwahaesseotgo
Ppalli orago jaechongman jakku haneun na
Ireon naega neomu jigyeopdago malhaneun neo
Hwa jom naeji marajwo

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah!

Han sungan bomyeo useotdeon nega
Nattaeme nattaeme nattaeme byeonhaesseo
Nae mareul da badajudeon nega...


Follow me Follow me nareul ttara Follow me
garani garani gara neon neomu joheun geol

I'm so sorry I'm not amazing
Hwanaejima ja useojwo ije geuman hwa pureo

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!


Ireon naui moseubi neol himdeulge hal jureun mollasseo
Dasi irwojyeotdago hajima uri eotteokedo


Follow me Follow me nareul ttara Follow me
 garani garani gara neon neomu joheun geol


I'm so sorry I'm not amazing
I'm so sorry I'm not amazing
Hwanaejima ja useojwo ije geuman hwa pureo



Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!

Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!


Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep oh!


Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep Bo Peep
Bo Peep Bo Peep Ah, Ah!




Wednesday, December 2

HAPPY BIRDTHDAY TO DEAR


HAPPPPPPPY SUPER BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR!


AS YOU KNOW, WONGSHIWEI, THE DEAR OF PORYEEYUN!

ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE,
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE,
ZHU NI YONG YUAN DOU KUAL LE
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE!!!!!






We went to her house and make a call to her , "shiwei! come out from your house now!"

then, " SURPRISE!!!!!!!" and "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!''

A sushi made by TEHWEECHUAN is sent !!!

we off to the McDonald by then

did not really get together for the long time

I MISS YOU SO SO SO BADLY



DON'T BE TOOOO TOUCH YEA! =)



HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY !


P.S : We really shout as a gila one in front of her house! I'm so so so sorrrry , aunty! :p
P.S : Upload some photos later........

Monday, November 30

You're Beautiful


currently locking in this korean drama!
Koo Mi Nam~ Hwang Tae Kwong!
THAT WAS SO AWESOOOOOOME@@
PUSH YOUR THUMBS UP PLEASE
=D
Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooots !
come wait for it......
P.S : will upload some soundtrack by then! wait patiently..
P.S : Music awesome toooooooo =)))))))))) HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Sunday, November 29

T ara/Tiara - Bo peep bo peep






Bo-peep bo-peep bo-peep bo-peep bo-peep bo-peep bo-peep bo peep aww~

follow me~ follow me~
gotta me~gotta me~


hear it with your headphone as well  =)
love the electronic music.....!mwah

Friday, November 27

RABBIT TRAPPIT QUESTION. SHIT

DAMN IT !!!!
I'M GOING TO SPRAY SOME BLOOOOOODY WORDS IN MY BLOG AGAIN
READ MY LIPSSSSS CAREFULLLY
WHEN YOU SAW THE ENTIRE PASSAGE IS USING THE BIG FONT,
THERE YOU KNOW I'M PISSSSED OFF NOW


take a deep deep deep breathe la yeeyun
OKAY, CONTINUE
GOD-DAMN
A REALLLLLLLY RABBIT QUESTION THROWING TO ME
BY ACCCIDENTALLY, OF COURSE I KNOW

BUT I'M DO MIND
AGAIN
I DO MIND
I MIND
I MIND
WHY DON'T YOU ASK HER ABOUT THE QUESTION AGAIN?


YOUR SENTENCE MAKE ME FELT I'M THE INSTIGATOR
WHAT-THE-HELL IS GOING ON?
I'M SAYING AGAIN
IT'S NOTHING TO DO WITH ME


I'M TRYING TO PRETEND EVERYTHIING IS ALRIGHT,
BUT WHO THE ONE IS TRYING TO IGNORE ALL OF THESE, ALL OF US AND ALL OF THE WHATEVER SUCKKKKKING STUFF
PLEASE FIGURE IT OUT CLEARLY


I'M NOT THE KIND OF THE GIRL PRETTILY
I'M NOT THE KIND OF THE GIRL WHO WILL JUST BEAR ANYTHING THAT I CAN'T
IM SORRY
I CAN'T
THAT'S ME!
NOT LIKE YOUR'S IDEAL SUPERGIRL OR WOMAN OR WHAT
I CAN'T SUBMIT TO HUMILIATION
I'LL BE BURST OUT
THAT'S ME!



JESUS CHRIST, WHAT AM I THINKING?
WHAT AM SAYING?


I GET TO OFF
BYE!








P.S : I'M SORRY!

Thursday, November 26

Wound in mouth

I'm so unhappy now =(
Maybe the movie that playing just giving some reason to pasting my smile in the crowd
but as the real, i can't smile now!
because my mouth has a loophole
just like my heart,maybe or perhaps


I can't smile too bright,
because that would have hurt myself too painfully
and the same thing now,
I can't allow myself to be so depressed
the cave is too deep for me to be touched anymore
It's so pain once the flesh have been torn apart



The wound of the left side has healed; but the other gradually began to be broken in the right hand side
Oh gosh!
Why everything repeat again??
I do not want this....
I feel very pain
no matter is the heart or the mouth


Why were you going to tear my wound apart
I hate when you ruined when I have been laboriously built up for all
Get off !!!
Shhhuu shhhhhu!
Go away
please leave me the track
and GET YOUR OWN LIFE



The wound will be healed as fast as possible
when you embark on your right track
and I used it for my set of prescription
Ya, trust yourself!
the world will be alright and of course with your life



with the word
SMILE









GOOOOSSSSHH, MY MOUTH IS SO PAIIIIIN NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 25

MAMA Best Asia Star - TVXQ





I CRIED WHEN I WATCH THIS!!

STAY STRONG and SARANGHAE DONG BANG SHIN KI


Tuesday, November 24

承诺

电影散场后,戏票还留着;
彼此拥抱后,体香还回味着;
大家分手后,曾引以为傲的承诺依然还没碰过!

到底爱情需不需要承诺的枷锁?
答案永远,没着落...
(YY)-毓筠-

Friday, November 20


upload some others in the next time!

Wednesday, November 18

PtttttFK!

Went for dinner usually with my daddy. I knew it. my dad is a smart lil old man. He has a big belly and a intelligence brain. in the night now, he told me about the way to keep on in this reality!

He give me a signal about these :

You must know how to being a person and using a person no matter what way you're trying. In other way of talk, it means there have neither pure and invisible friendship or relationship between people that we interacting or communication especially for the one we need to!

Does it exist any truly friendship when u involve in any section in this social? What do I meant by that? It's simply means we should being sensitive towards people around us. People around us has emotions, feelings and needs and we need to know about these and try our best to satisfy them. After all, they will be pleased and for some exchanges they give us some useful information that we need it so much!


What?! Sound dreadful right? Maybe I shouldn't that way. and maybe is for own good for thinking that way in this younger time. We should treat our friends with heart right guys?



We have the right to choose the person we want! But we don't have the right to choose the way to treat them as well. because it isn't fair enough....

Tuesday, November 17

For the time being now, I'm begging some guidance for myself! I'm so selfish to send u guys some because I really need some luck! I need luck to ensure I won't be empty during paper-ing....etc
So, are u ready ?

Lets Rock the Paper again!

SPM WE'RE NOT SCARE OF U

Sunday, November 15

4men - Ttok ttok ttok (always knocking)





THAT's MY FAVE everyday!

Ttok ttok ttok ttok ~

Thursday, November 12

LAST CALL FOR EVERYONE


Hello everyone, Sorry for the harshly post that in mandarin! and now, i'm in Da's house by the way. no more laptop. no more mp4. no more Internet.more mobile using. but of course i do have the right to watch some tv show. I went to my bed before 12 evenly and wake up by 9 ! doesn't my life seems to be so healthy huh? My friend use to describe it!


Okay, two bloooody test paper will having next week and once over, everything will be so release and relax. agree my friends? So, if you're still touching the keyboard and get expose yourself in front of the monitor, you must pay the debt too such as your SPM result! facebooook ar??????! AikssX! It makes everyone to be so loyaaaal for the streamyx of P1Wmax? (seriously, what's the differ huh)


So, good luck to anyone of you! BYE and LOVE U =)




P.S : I LOVE THE A2 SO MUCCH , I GET TO SAY IT!!!~

P.SS : RED IS OUR COLOUR~

Sunday, November 8

喊啊!!!

是不是感情投入得不够深,所以我没哭?
还是因为我的坚强,所以我没哭?
还是我的预期里早就放映了这一面的到来,所以我没哭?
还是觉得我们只不过如此,所以我没哭?

另一方面,


我很乱!思绪更乱!
搞不清楚自己到底在想些什么?
更搞不清楚我到底要怎么想才好?
这不是我想要的一切吗?为什么有种被欺骗的感觉?
这不是我所渴望的结果吗?为什么有种被玩弄的感觉呢?
是我的错觉还是实事呢?我真想把一切弄个你我清楚明白!














以下内容,必须在大人的陪同下阅读。




还有





以下内容纯属作者的感觉,如有得罪之意,请多多包涵!

真是他妈的奶嘴啊!我超想大大大大声地喊出来!
我好想干粗话!
告诉全宇宙的星球说:

“他妈的姑奶奶,你以为你是谁啊?陈冠希吗?拜托去7-11买个镜子来照照吧!真是他爸的香蕉吧喇!!!!!”


注释:别怪我嘴贱或无情,因为比起你,我显得更菩萨心肠了!我超想撕破你那死低级和下流的头脑!
善哉善哉~
老娘正在不爽-ing!


正在播放的是:周杰伦- 白色风车

Love you, my friend

I guess this is the very first and last post about someone else. Sorry! that always I said it to you and the one that I can only said! I'm sorrrry! I'm apology to you no matter where or when. I'm so glad you just giving up of me. and seriously, I have about more than 50 percent to be sad about but just stay for the one night. I filter and arrange my thought and try to be optimistic. You're so good for others and many girls are waiting you. neither me, guy! i have to be frank, when I heard you say that for me, I do have some dissappointed but my tears just stucked inside my eyes. Maybe I should think that, you have pretty more choice and the choice are really pretty suits you by the way. and now you have already make the right choice for yourself.

I'm the one who always pushing you to others because I'm so wondering the feeling about us and the relationship. read my lips : "Its kinda weird!!!!" so, im trying to treat you as good friend rather than a love one. so, does good friend will be couple???! HAHAHAHAXD WEIRD HUH? That's it. I'm so fear of you when you try to keep close to me, just without any reason. still remember the day we use to walk in our primary school, guess what am i thinking?? "Can we make it or just forget it??" and your action really like a scary movie then make me fear. maybe i shouldn't say that, i means i so scare to apply any hope to you. i guess your body or heart is full of needle right??! I'm so so so sorrrry that I can't make it!

Can God bless him in everything that he wish to? I'm so glad you to appear in my life. Thanks! and Love you, my friend! Bye!

7-11-2009 farewell party

I'm asking myself not to be depressed about the things but i don't really can cover it so nicely! okay, I should be release and relax when all this things get off my life! ya, i should be think this! yes, Por Yee Yun should be like that! you have no reason to be any sadness. that's the result that you badly desire about. He's worm k? So, get arrange your mind and be some the one that you have too!

You know what guys, i suddenly felt something really wrong with my mind! I rarely have any sad feeling anymore. even though the graduation day! I don't even drop my tears off in front anyone or anywhere! am I a human being???!

Today having our farewell party in 88. we took pictures, we smile, we laugh, we scream like hell, we sweat, we drink, we ate, we cry and even hug tightly! and thousand of pictures that we can't count we have took just for this several weeks! and now busying uploading anythings about in facebook or here. quite busy huh...after all, we get online till now! the clock is about 3am in the morning/midnight should i mention it. we having group conversation. everyone apologize and confess the real feeling about himself to the others. I can't really imagine how we can be so close la wei. I'm asking them :'' hey guys , I'm wondering we really can contact each other after SPM?" and their answer make me in the safety situation! I'm in trusted!

Recall everything about the graduation day. We argued before, cry before and even laugh together before. just to make our show a lil bit more interesting, nothing else. No matter the dancing steps teaching in Da's house or rehearsal in Stepz Studio, everyone of us is so enjoyable! and I can figure it out from their face.

Still remember the night before graduation day came, the three girls slept at Da's house with 8 guys! Oh My Gosh~ I can't imagine how fun that be. that night is an amazing night ever in my class life! hahahahaXD. We laugh our ass off just because the two guys wearing skirt and singlet. How cute they will be.we even chat and sleep together in the two lil single bed no matter is boy or girl..see! that's the life of 5A2 and I'm gonnnna miss them through pictures!

and now, for all of us should be move on like toyota (khaiping's words) for our SPM to achieve our goal! C'mon, we can't be the best just we already are the best! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN EXPECT! MMMMWAH~LOVE U GUYS AND GURLS!