Lets put some fun on it !

I found the are so crowded tonight. the time being now is about 12 something in the midnight. but there still have some traffic jam in the internet. hahahahaha.Can't deny it, many candidates of examination are totally can relief their nerves out from the freaking trial. ARGhhhh~definitely including me okay. I used to hanging myself in the net for the whole day. SIIOOOOOKKK AHHH!! hahahahaha =D (yeeyun getting insane deeply again)

Form 5 of 2009 ah, does you guys have already prepare the very long speeech? aint have any idea of it huh? me tooooo! tomorrow will be the very last page of our band life (wilson's title). We're probably sketching the memories of band sine from 2005, im just a form 1 lil girl. hahaha. and now read my lips : I LOVE THE TIME BEING last time ! No thought and any argument among these. we just came with the smile and went home with the satisfied.arrrhhhh~ dont make me ceritakan those grandmother's story again. if u really to listen the following, please contact me ok?

Fine, does you guys know the means of drawing faces with watercolour? this is the typical tradition of our school band. contact me if you want to know the answer.hahahahahaha.neninenibubu~

I am going to attend the last day of my band's life. make it clearly again. I AM GOING TO ATTEND THE ONLY LAST DAY OF MY BAND'S LIFE!!!! manyones will just answer it with a SO WHAT?! that's it....so what??????! So what to do for my last day huh?(sound like i will gone away after this all)

of course is

HAVE FUN larhhh!!!!!

hahahahahahaha

CURSE IT

Curse it ! Stop asking me about the result of band. I have been so silence these days. yours' question is seriously stabbing and wounding our heart. Yupe, we have spent the most of times for being drilling. both of our study really get dumbed into the trash. no one willing to choose this okay. maybe for those who in the lower class (i didn't mean anything) . readmit again, we spent a lot of RINGGIT MALAYSIA in it. So what ?! or you want us to compete to the others with the awful old red out-date uniform huh? Please stop teasing us. Its ENOUGH !! Its not an easy job okay? There are a good many of them running off their times and tears in the practice. We know we're bad ! Read my lips : IT‘S NOT AN EASY JOB man ! or you may try it yourself. 80 ++ of person in a group. Its not a simple task !

ITS NOT A SIMPLE TASK

Tomorrow having my English paper. My brother demanding me to score A's for my English in SPM, or every reward or money will turning into a pile of waste paper. get to go in bed so early. Good night

P.S : We're not poor ! just since they're MUCH more BETTER than us !

P.SS : Come on , Its NATIONAL la wei. everyone is afraid for the very 1st times ! If you're inside, I consider you definitely can't control your bladder properly. Pissssssssssssssss

BAND,

I've done my job ! Ba-bye~

The smell of big red

everyone is curious about the new coat look like. Til i can smell the colour of Big red in our new uniform.(BigRed = KwangHua, KwangHua = Big Red, dont ask me why !)However, we should appreciate everythings that we've got. shouldn't complain any things about the materials. but how bout the technique's problem? I think I'm so pale within. I felt I'm failure la wei. I should done those repair things before they speak out. but .... So failure !

I sicking to be the cheese among the sandwiches. if you guys really dint have the answer equally, please go and fight until you all get the same equation. Or will just tiring me. I hate to be the part of you. SICK it.

About the blog, I felt a lil challenging than before as many of friends start to be so anxious what am I blogging everyday. but a lil of dreadful of it. What ever bitching stuff will just be spread so quickly and none significant. How advanced is the www functioning huh? I'm not going to be private-kan my alphabets and words. Let off your sulks doesn't mean that isn't a good things.
Okay, fine. we gonna done everything that really spend us the five years tear drops and sweatshops. no matter is good or bad.~ and bla bla bla....


P/S : Let it be frankly, I'm not so excite about the new uniform..keke

Ask about band night

If you ask me about band night?
I will answer you : Hmmmm....Confusion taste about the flowing preparation till the performance.

If you ask the Ex about the band night?
They will answer you : The what what what is bad. The bla bla bla need to be improve.

If you ask the parents about the band night?
They will answer you : Wow, excellent show you guys have done. but got a bit of what what what.

If you ask the teachers about the band night?
They will answer you : Great! But the music need to be nah nah nah~

At last,
If you ask about the coaches about the band night?
They will answer you : {straight away move their head left and right}

phew~ I like to talk with Alie in the whole night although he's so straight rather from the funny Syed. Appreciate alot.

Sweat dream

PLEASE DON'T OVERBLAST !

PLEASE

DON'T

OVER BLAST

GUYS,

REMEMBER WHERE YOU TAKE PART IN THE MSSMBC

ITS IN AN INDOOR STADIUM

Pictures'S'13 , Band Night

About the preparation of Band

The messy of table show'em they were work hard in it.

Pengerusi was trying hard. I saw he is sweating ! (><)

Having a war

Shot 1

Shot 2 (a lil fading)

Discussing about the pose and eyesight (suyen still in her psp world)

Shot 3

Any advertiser may consider this teeth's belonger. He's pretty suitable

Our president is so busy about the paperwork

Sorry, He's not in mood as he has lost his 40bucks !

Berhati-hatinya

Hello Wjing, don't you felt thats my job huh? ARGH~

3 cherries, CLEAR

By the way, we're busying. and they're doing nothing but keep taking photos

My hp full of these, and thats the reason my memory card always out of services !

Thai Salad Sauce

Black Pepper Sauce

Mushroom Sauce

ATTENTION PLEASE !

WChuan and Me have been wrote this for more than thousand times

HARI IBU BAPA

Tarikh : 25 Julai 2009 (Sabtu)

Masa : 7.00pm - 10.00pm

Tempat : Dataran Kwang Hua dan Dewan Sekolah

Hey parents, please try to make it on that day. Because of this memorable day, your son/daughter is working their ass off just to obtain your retification !!

P/S : My mum and bro have to fly to HongKong for their shopping trip. How can they dumb me like this. I'm not anger because they can't attend but they din't bring me there too. So bloody mother and siblings I have. HAHA. So, please catch your eyes on if you guys dint buy any clothes, shoes or bags to me. Watch it out ! I love my dad ~

PLease

'' I'll take tomorrow as the LAST DAY in band " ," And I'll try my best to make it perfect"

Shinglin

TOMORROW THE EXACTLY DAY OF OUR DAYS !!

PLEASE !!!

I don't expect much. I just everyone to be in HIGH SPIRIT. and ENJOY the SHOW !!

PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We cry for champion but not lose !!

I need a lot of energy !!

I need a lot of spirit !!!

HEY,

K.W.A.N.G H.U.A BAND, you know what ? I'm always proud of it !! And I LOVE YOU ~ no matter what..

BEWARE

BEWARE !!!

THE LAST 8 HOURS IS THE KEY OF THE ANSWER

PLEASE BE SERIOUS AND DON'T MAKE YOURSELF TO BE REGRET
AND
KEEP IT IN MIND !!!!!!!

More and more

'' LOOK AT THE CONDUCTOR! ''
stresssssssss
'' YOU ALL ARE NOT LOOKING AT THE CONDUCTOR !!!!! ''
stresssssssssssss
'' YOU'LL SLOW YOUR TEMPO DOWN JUST BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE NOT lOOKING YOUR CONDUCTOR !!!!!!!!!!!''
stressssssssssssssssss
'' YOU THIS ST*PID, ARE YOU LOOKING YOUR CONDUCTOR ???? ''
stresssssssssssssssssssssssss
'' DON'T SLOW DOWN YOUR TEMPO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ''
stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
'' YOU CAN'T FOLLOW THE MUSIC FLOWING, YOU MUST HAVE THE EXACTLY BEAT !!!!!!''
stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
'' WHY YOUR TEMPO WILL SLOWING DOWN ? ''
stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
'' THEY SUPPOSED TO FOLLOWED, SHOUT AT THEM ''
stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

You think that I'm breaking down ?

HAHAHAHA....

IT WONT BE !!

I'LL SHAKING MY BUTTS AS I CAN WHILE CONDUCTING

BECAUSE I'M ENJOYING THE MUSIC THAT YOU ALL GIVING..^^

Appreciate alot ^^

Thank you.

P.S:Hey FORM 5, 3 days to go and get to say bye-bye

I'm in others house....

I'm in my home right now. I'm not using my ownself labtop. I'm in someone's house. using others labtop.
Its a kind of special feelings for me. Tomorrow will be the full rehearsal before the formation get starting. Ask me about any nervous feelings ? Definitely Nope. But once I'm going to perform befront my class, that will be very damn nervous and confusion. I scare I done any mistaken. I scare my beat gonna be off. I scare my throat will express those weirdness sound. I scare the dissappointment face will be come out from those princiapl or whatever PIBG. And the most thing that I scare the most is another desperation emotion from those coaches that trying to pull us up to the champion. So, I scare everything.....

Haha, No thought about why I can post these much at other house by using others labtop.
Okay, get to go yam-cha with my friends.
God bless the KWANG HUA SCHOOL BAND for having a nice show.
Good night~

We get to grown up

//Get a very loooooooONg breathe before I type//. We get to grown up. Stop complaint these or that. Stop denying this person or that person. First of all, get a very accurate examine about yourself. See whether you're perfect onot. Then, you may start to pick on someelse.

Let me be frank. The self-confidence haven't making out. Its not enough. I DO! I wanna enter the National. But didn't have the full confidence. Phew.........

How can I do it ?

For right now, I'm very scared. I scared you all back to the true colours. I scared you all back to the true features. On that time, the one that wanna help us up will be very desperate. I scared.....So please, BEHAVE YOURSELF and Keep Holding ON....!!
Because,

EVERYONE GET AND DESERVE TO GROWN UP !!!!

BULLSHIT !!!

You two is definitely let me down when I heard the thoroughly sucking news. Dare you two have the guts to do that. Aren't you two are from the same with us ? Do you really think this is a formidable display ? ARGH....How dare you two. I really don't know use what foresight to look both of you. Its terribly, horribly, and extremely SUCKING !!!!!! Okay, maybe you both try to play some revenge role to us, and I tell you now, yet you didn't have the sense to come to realize the truth that show ITS U.S.E.L.E.S.S , So, 省点啦(Speak in Cantonese) !!!!

{{Phheeeeeeeeww}}A very long one. Morning, my brain is in a war. Both of the hundred times thousand time millionS of the neurone are acting like a snipers by taking their weapons and starting their war. So, I had a very bad migraine. ( Aiks, Its happen it always & always ) AND, my muscle of the arm and the neck is constantly coagulated together. The muscles its injured. Makes me can't even conduct nicely.

So, whats the point I'm going to the practice again. I can just using the migraine or injured reason and makes myself absent. BUT, I DINT !! Because I knew I can't be the first one to say Tired. So, any sick or whatever freaking illness excuses are very SHIT. Everyone is exhausted. and everyone is trying to do the best. But you just giving a BULLSHIT excuse and make yourself disappear. Its thoroughly unfair. Argh..................

Sorry, I'm not in a well mood right now.

If my words do hurt you, and

I'M SORRY..

For my piano teacher
I'm sorry for my piano teacher. Because the stupid hand and arm makes many songs can't be played. She asks me to rest more. at least three days can't done any big movement , but just rest. but Can I ?

The band can. but the heartS do not want to....

The music that probably playing : Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

I'm sorry. I know I not supposed to make any complainment about tired at here. Because I'm the one that seems useless by using the two hands keep on swing here and there. BUT, the ache of my hand and arm just can't describe. Although I'm sticking with the Cosmoplast and also scrawling how many times of yoko2, but it won't make sense. Haiz. Now, I just can put my ten fingers on the keyboard of my labtop and typing these post abc by abc. Sigh.....

Okay. I think most of the band member guys have been asking for the same question for almost thousand time. " Do you felt worth for getting yourself for so tired ". I get asked by my tuition teacher. I abruptly speechless about it and smiling with nothing. Coaches, teachers, headmaster and most of the members is saying we have the more probability to win the gold trophy and get the "very first step" to the grass of national . BUT, I'm not ! I'm probably making wish for you all to be getting back the origin.

Hey guys,
I'm not demanding you all to get the champion . BUT I want the satisfaction that BET (colourguard coach) have said. Or why I wanna misuse my poor hands and arms like that. Because I wanna gain the feeling about the cost of hard-to-get. So, I don't care how my nerve of the hand get paralysis, I don't care how severely I get scolded by coach, I don't care how many 'litre' of sweatshops have streaming. I don't care how much money I've used just to purchase the COSMOPLAST or SALONPAS. I don't care how many stress that given by coach. All I wanna do is to gain the SATISFACTION. If we din't get any places that we want to, but at least we've try our best. At least we've tied our heart together. At least we won't regret for failing to pay the full. At least.....

Please ask yourself seriously, do you really wanna get the gold trophy ?
Please ask yourself again, do you really wanna draw the history of band for stepping the very first step to the ground of stadium of the National?
Please ask yourself, do you readily to be the runner-up or the second runner-up again?
And last, please ask yourself, DO YOU REALLY TRY YOUR BEST ?
What I mean all is all about the H.E.A.R.T.
Any problems will be solve within. And any excuse will be exempt






The band can. but the heartS do not want to....

I knew no one would probably change

And I still gasbag-ing here

Sigh

* CONCLUDE * DESIRE *

" Hey guy , 2008 was pass and just follow by the "niu"year 2009 , Just hope that the new year can wipe off the unsatisfied that happened in the previous year , GOD bless you best in the "NIU" year ~ HAPPY NEW YEAR "

from your crazy buddy

YEE YUN

Oh yea ~ just forward it to all my friends ...

(I cant predicted my papa's face since the bil send to his hand...XD)

However , just make me pleased ...^^

Let make a conclusion end of the year ,

• Is pleased to be a member of 4A2 , they put me a lot of joy in class
• Stop my honey moon year during the 08 year is ended up
• I DO CHANGED ALOT from the first half to the second half of the year , And I was glad that peoples just seen it ~ (band)

.....

BAND ,

This annoying "stuff"...

Its seems that occupied most of my life

Ya , I admit ~

-"He" do exists many problems in it...

Ya , I admit too ~

- Often feel very frustrated with my position ...

Ya , I admit again ~

- Always felt nuisance what should be done , what shouldn't be done also...

But ,

I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO REGRET ABOUT IT !!!!!!!

Every time the frustration, grief, problems , let me grow up....

I really get and gain a lot , a lot...

Fortunately , I wasn't the one always , i was happy that my buddies were with me , ALWAYS ~

Hmmmm...

I think I should stop this susceptible topic...

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Since in the new year and also the 牛 year ~ , So make everthing go smoothly , PLEASE ~

As I can predicted , 2009 will be a very TOUGH year ...

So ...

My desire of the new year is to LET ME BECOME STRAUNCHER for any target , not fear about the arrival of PRESSURE ... and SHhhhhhhhh ( secret for myself )

Thats all for today ~

Happy New Year

Good Night , Everyone ^^

Just turn my blind eye...

Just back from practice....
The first that I do just after I step in the house That its :

OPEN THE REFRI- , Get out a tin of Beer - CARLSBERG ~ My beloved

and drink it...!
v the EMPTY STOMACH...^.^

SURPRISED ???!
As I can not find any food that willing to be my LUNCH...Sobx..
But , I was like to take it as my lunch..( as i means its the tin of beer ! )
I really fall in love within MUCHIe...
but I cant drink much ...EASILY DRUNK ARRR>..!!!



Am I a bad example ???

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I HATE THAT FEELINGS ...
I DO HAVE KNOW THE PROBLEM EXISTS AND ALSO THE REASON OF IT..
BUT JUST DO NOTHING ,BESIDES THAT...
SUCKS LAA...
The Feelings was extremely REPUGNANT !!!....


Always heard that : Time can let many things erase the traces !..
Ya..Its agreeable...!
But , It cant work since in the short times !~


Keep on asking : " Hey , we should find the solution AFAP..or will just affected the following task.."
But who cares about it ??


So , Just turn my blind eyes ! Engage in my duty..
THAT'S ALL!!! DONE ~


Just hope that my worried was the unnecessary...
If anything that I can give a helping hand....



I DO !!
I REALLY DO !!



Really do not know what I was typing about....
Mayb , the tins of CARLSBERG just play 's role..


Stop here baa...



P.S : Do not learn arr...its above age 's content ...
P.SS :The action above , do not know by my parents !!


Have a nice day baa ^.^

Its Tiring ~

I write this passage yesterday and save it at my labtop , post it by today

Just finished the concert of Pin Hwa…Its can say is a music gathering that they will held annually…Band and also the Choir was performed by today..Keep on moving the stage and also the chairs…and the MC keep on talking nonsense , asking us to sing song ( two tigers …) WTFF??

Talk about Pin Hwa band , they really give a few of performing songs…and also they have a few of members only…but the sound was nice ( just a few of members ) LiShi say that it just a MINI CONCERT for those parents and school members to join about it…

During the concert , JS , Me and LS keep on saying the past , his lover and also the future…keep on chit-chatting…We imagined that when our concert finished successfully , we will cried !!! ( jsheng will the first one ..)

We just at the hall of Pin Hwa

Me and Li Shi

Three of us..

Adding Tim's Hand ~

Waa…think of the past suddenly…

How I make the senior angry ?

How I make those AJK’s angry ?

How I show my damn smelly face to all my friends and also the senior…

How I show my pride for all of us…

How I ..?

How I ..?

How those members dislike me ?

How my friends angry me ?

How the members that same age v me damn dislike me..?

How the senior dislike about me ?? …

How we pass the happiest time together ?

How we sit together and talking about the pass , future and everything ?

How we get together and talk about somebody’s bad words ?

and so on…
Beside study , we just pass our time at band … Yea…always heard me say about band , band and band again… But , I just passed my time v band for about four years ! I still remembered that my brother keep on challenging me and said that I won’t be at band not more than half year ! But..now ?? Means that who will not have to judge our future !

For those that knew me about four years , for those that were the new members of 2005 of PASUKAN PANCARAGAM SMJK KWANG HUA …they knew my characteristic as well…

Till now , I noticed that some of them really not so satisfied about me when I was in form 1 and 2 ~ I meant it…!! Mayb my pride baa…Nowadays I keep on asking others that about my pass and now…

They all give me the same answer : I prefer now ‘s Yee Yun ~ You really changed a lot , I means under your emotion controlled ..

Tired ? Can I say it out ? When I was a A.Section Leader , I always say it out for reducing my works…But cant work too ! Now , I was a higher committee of band ~ Can I say this T.I.R.E.D this five alphabet easily ------The answer is : N.O - NO ~ I cant say it out please …

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Below words is from ownself :

ps: I dint mentioned anything please ~

Tiring about what we have done, but no ones was appreciate …
Tiring about for the responsibility that we have …
Tiring to be the one that always face those trouble with smiley face (pretending)
I want myself back….
I want the emotional Yee Yun back…
I want myself back…
That Yee Yun can always show the mood that she have everyday , no matter is happy , angry , excited or sad…
I want it all back….
Is that a good things ?
Is that better ?
The answer --- NO again…
Herk ? Changing ? Hahaha…No ! is PRETENDING !!!
Is not about changing?
Always told others that I will changed !!
Always ask others whether I got changed !!
Nono…I was pretending by the way…
P.R.E.T.E.N.D-ing…