韋禮安-慢慢等MV

我会慢慢等，慢慢等，慢慢等，慢慢等，慢慢等， 慢慢等。。。。。。
好听！

stupid. stupid. stupid.

When the music is playing, make me so wanna cry. I don't know where can I get those tears so easily. I don't know which is the actual reason that makes me terribly depressed. I hate my ego sometimes. I hate my coward. I hate my brain. I'm on my way to break out. To getting better, I so wanna go for a KTV and sing as loud as possible. Or go for a mountain climbing, shout and yell like a crazy one in the top of the hill to the whole city. Jump into the waterfall and swim till my body is floating. ( I don't know how to swim actually). Watch a stupid funny comedy that not actually make me laugh, but as long as I can relax myself in the movie. Stupid music melody makes everyone wanna cry in the dark room, even though the strong one.

stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. and thousand of stupid here.

Rojak post ever

I have a lot of dream lately.

when I having a nap afternoon.

The dream is so actual

Not related about the princess or nightmare or disaster.

Not even a dream I guess so.

Because it's too real.

Just like it will happen in the future. 

But I guess not.

and Please don't be not too.

Partial please.

and I'm not going to tell you guys what's that dream actually

as I had forget approximately.

just leave some taste in my heart.

C'mon, I know is not my style for typing this.

But I get to say some.

I think, 

It's not LIKE instead of curiosity.

You're curious when you first met the girl like this.

because you haven't met any yet.

So you determine it as LIKE.

In fact, I don't really believe that the fact that anyone trying to tell me

including you. always.

 don't ask why. because no why.

perhaps is trying to keep herself alone.
for studying. =)

Okay, back to here again.

I showed up my stink face after presentation.

I'm so awful and pissed off this morning.

But I'm so damn freaking super very regret deeply after that.

=) 

you know what, it's been a long time I didn't act like this.

I'm trying to smile and laugh and make jokes around.

I'm trying to sweep off the stupid temper away.

I'm trying to be a good person that with a good temper

AND 

I'm trying forgive someone that pissed me off easily.

I'm trying to cool down myself when I wanna bite someone or cry

I'm trying walk away when argue is going start

BUT

I'm not trying to ACT friendly and kindly to the person that I'm so pissed off/dislike.

because I'm not a liar.

I am who I am.

I won't do anything purposely to please someone.

except to the person I care.

So rojak lahhhh this post.

Bye.

P.S : I have a bad presentation today. ='(

P.SS : C'mon Yeeyun, are you telling me you're so jealous now? urghhhhh! whatever!

Despicable Me

I LOVE THIS MORE

 YOU GUYS SHOULD REALLY WATCH THIS!!!!!

3D IS BETTER!

SO FLUFFY CAN DIE. IT'S SO FLUFFY!!!!

oh Agnes!!! =)
Does it count annoying?


I LOVE THE MINIONS!

be wreathed in smile =D

kinsahi. with the advisors. I like them. although I quited d.

Don't be too surprise because I make it so BIG

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
As I said, Yeeyun is reborn after the bloody piano exam.

I'm so damn bad in front of the MatSalleh

But so what?

At least I've done.

and nothing to be so panic again.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

I so so so so...........

be wreathed in smile.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
=DDDDDDDD
and
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
=)))))))))))))))))))))))


and and and

*mmmmmmwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*

the deep one.


Bye everyone. with smile lol

reborn

Tomorrow is the big day.

After all, YeeYun will be reborn.

Good luck

and

Good night.

AGM of Kelab Senifoto.

random in Aeon. I'm trying to fix the chair.

Have AGM 2010/11 of Photography Club. 

and as I wished, I get the Naib Pengerusi.

But I don't feel any excited 

instead of stress. pressure. and erghhhh!

the feeling that I wanna BITE someone else.

The Pengerusi is good.
The committee is good also.

Nothing wrong in the new board list.

But, I'm not happpy at all.

Not sad also.

I ain't have any feeling and emotion when I get notice I'm the Naib
Hope to get a very good and fun co-operation with the newlys AJK.
especially my boss SenChen.
he's the new boss of Kelab Senifoto.

Blaaaaahhhhhh-ing

Haiya. I know I'm crapping.
good night.


OH YA, I will show the design of tee's in the next post 
check this out:
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P.S : Thanks for saying you like me again. sweet dream my friend. (specific orang lahhhhh)

again.

In 19th July 2010, I talked to a guy with my handphone about 1 hours and 09 minutes. and this is the first time I talk to him like this. And I found that, something really similiar among guys.

Why guys like to ask "if bla bla bla bla, will you love me bla bla bla". I know you've no confident to me. because me too. I have not guts to promise you now, because we're too young to say all of these. Once I say yes, there must be yes although is not. Once I say no, there've no chance to pull anything back. Just like we're having our test paper in STPM. Maybe you can choose to say Agree for 100%. or Disagree for 100%. or Partial in the statement. I guess I prefer the third one (teacher too). It's easier for me. I don't know what will happen in the future, maybe you'll shift, maybe I'll go for overseas, or perhaps we both have found the beloved, there're thousands of probability in the world, who knows? So, I'm so tired to give any promise that we really can't make it, by the way "promise" is really a big word, at least for me. I don't want to give anyone so easily unless I can make it so perfectly. For now, at least I like you, my friend. You know what, I still can't believe that you say you like me, you say it to anyone that ask you. I just like, "Whooooaaaaaaaaa!!! Is he serious now?" What else can I think anymore? although anyone is telling me the about this statement ( statement huh?)

Before this, I'm sober enough, and I don't want to be involve about this again. The bitching helling stuff has been annoying me for few weeks, and finally I'm awake from that. I'm don't haggle over anythings agian, using the attitude of whatever. I guess this is a kind of lessons, and keep alarming me that I need to study. study. study instead of the L things. The "Ex-guy" that really make me clear about the incapable of promise and guy words. so thats why I don't really trust your words ( guys ). I'm sorry. I need time to recover and pack it up and start another journey in my sketchbook. So, timing is the main point now. of course feeling is needed too. thats all I wanna say.

P.S : The "Ex-guy" is the L guy. but is not the main guy in this post.

P.SS : get it what I mean? hahahaha. whack your head seriously before you think again. haha

Joker

 The Joker looks cool right? 

=DDD

Why so serious?

he talk this to batman always. hahaaaa
THE DARK KNIGHT is coooooool. super cool.

 just like my header! hehe

duhhhhh ;;;;

Ya. I'm an insane one. I used to post 2 post daily.What?! Its kind of diary of internet. I mean blog. Okay.

I deleted his contact and all the messages in my inbox. For real, I did not know about the strength my message inbox of my phone. it can contain around thousands of messages, but so far not for sentbox. THOUSANDS? hahahaXD.

Sorry. Oh ya! I have deleted his contact number and messages. because I felt I need to be sober up as he's just a passenger of the pavement in my track that shouldn't be so mind and care so much. Ya! We've the best moment when we get together, but just as he said :" Let us trust about 'jodoh'! ". I can't focus on any since I'm pressing or stressing myself not to text or call him any. so I make the foolish choice again. DELETE make everything back to the origin.

"Sila kosongkan otak kamu! kerana you perlulah belajar sekarang!" I told myself always.

"He's nothing for you, and you're nothing for him, since he's a beloved girlfriend that you knew it before right? So just be cool and nothing, you guys are totally friend. ENOUGH for other than that!!!" told by Yeeyun again

SORRY! I'M SAYING CRAP AGAIN.

OKAY. I'm seriously awake. please whack me, if i'm not. Because I used to punch myself, when I'm not.

goodnight every single parties....!
enough crazy huh??/?!!!! whatever laaaaa....

Kem Integrasi

random. from kem intergrasi.

the Kem Intergrasi of Satu Malaysia is quite tiring. 

but I totally found someone that crazier than me.

I mean the 6B8'10 of High School Klang.
We totally have our madness in the night.
dance. sing. jump. whatever crazy.

Can figure out we've the different skin color, 

but..................
Haih! just check it out from those photos.
done.
bye.

I'M THE RED TEAM =D

NOW THE PROBLEM IS.

CAN I STAY UP TONIGHT FOR THEM???

NO DUTCH. NO ORANJE!
OBVIOUSLY, I'M THE RED TEAM.

;;;

She's idiot enough, seriously. how can she just believe in his words easily without any filter in her rational brain. cried too? Believe me, do not easy to believe, do not promise anything too hasty; perhaps you haven't think so carefully. So what? In the end, no one clear about the importance that the "Promise" will be. Do you guys "Promise" is really a Big word. You're just easily talk from your mouth. you know what, she delete him from her list so purposely, as can't bear to know about him. She felt that she's a fully idiot now when she face to the mirror that just beside her table. It's terribly like a stupid fella that used to smile when she received anything about him. (laughing without heart) Once the idiot girl saw that she's the one-sided, anything that build up in just a week crashed into the bottom of her heart. She has no idea what's she doing now. the heart is dredging again.  dredging again. seriously, its dredging again. empty inside.


She's watching the picture. what is she hesitating? she's no idea. she should just click the "delete" and "ok". She's crying when the song is playing. the dredging makes impact to her. She don't believe when people say:" I like you !" to her anymore. they're just fooling around again, she thought that again and again cowardly. because she's tired. Her heart is.................................................????






It's really about "She"

Hady Mirza - Angkasa lyrics

cukuplah sudah kata-kata 

janji manismu

siapa saja terpedaya

dengan bibirmu

berkali kau menangis merayu padaku 

namun menghilang sebaik saja

lalu air mata jatuh akhirnya

dengan tak sengaja engkau

membuatku terumbang-ambing di angkasa

hancur musnah semua mimpiku..

hillang di angkasa

pernah kau bilang tulus cinta

hanya boneka hmm..

cuba kau pandang ku di mata

serius di pinta

berkali kau menangis merayu padaku

lalu menghilang sebaik saja..

Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 

lalu air mata jatuh akhirnya

dengan tak sengaja engkau 

membuatku terumbang-ambing di angkasa

hancur musnah semua mimpiku 

hilang di angkasa....

tak sanggup lagi aku menahan duka

tanpamu aku hilang arah ke mana

lalu air mata jatuh akhirnya 

dengan tak sengaja engkau 

membuatku terumbang-ambing di angkasa

hancur musnah semua mimpiku

hilang di angkasa..

dengan tak sengaja engkau 

membuatku terumbang-ambing di angkasa

hancur musnah semua mimpiku 

hilang di angkasa...






I used to cry when I listen to this song.

;;

what I should do? I need tons of courage to open your message. that's the reason why I request such this for the last time. The things had happen, I used to calculate before. what should I do? what I should to do to make this, this and this away. My mind is blanking. Focus? That's really a big task for me. It all like a girl who have her princess dream in the night. her prince used to kiss her forehead and both of them have a nice and round ending. BUT all these are just a dream. A dream that disappear in seconds, without any notice, no one have saw these exists, just the prince and the princess. Now, I'm so so tiring to arrange all of these. support me please.







I know I'm talking nuts. because I'm almost a nut now. =(

;

today is your birthday.

BUT I FOUND THAT I'M AN IDIOT!!!!!!!

I'M SO SO SO TIRED

DONE.