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What else you guys know?

Turn around to another girl indeed when your girl is away from you. 

that's the natural instinct that you guys belong and supposed will do. 

am i right? 

how many times of promise or sweet words you have given out but done nothing?

i still remember i have a sweet dream yesterday.

it's really a sweet dream.

but for me, it's totally an extravagant.

almost don't want to wake up this morning.

because it's just can happen during the DREAM only.

and for real I know,

once I awake, anything will melt into air.

at least 1 or 2 minute for me to sink in this kind of dream

you know, the feeling?

it will just happen in dream.

the feeling or some presage for you that said

:"You won't make it ever! ever!"

(and of course, i don't want to too)

The world will getting down if it just fulfilled with couples love only. Be steady lahhh human! 

 it's sucks. seriously sucks!

Outing with besties and dear!

Sunway outing!

I totally so enjoy with my besties!

my stupid sleepyness screw up my plan for talking to them

I'm freaking tired after schooling and tuition

Forgive me!

I'M SO ENJOY HANGING OUT WITH THEM

THE RED BEANS DRINKS  IS FREAKING SWEEEEEEEET

Just like my mood of that time

:)

love you guys so much! mwaaaaaah =*

whattodo?

 since i'm enjoying the view

It's really gorgeous!

Nothing to scare Por Yee Yun. 

We seems like having presentation everyday right? 

So what for you scare for your R&D presentation huh?

Ohmaigoodness!100 marks for R&D.

30% for presentation

70% for proposal!

Fighting!

You know what? 

The most scary is I'm going to face the people almost in the weekdays!

Fuck!!! whatthescaryfeelingmakemewannajumpintotheseanow!

Sigh~

what to do? 

I-HATE-THE-INDIAN-FM-SO-MUCH!!!

Night!

      

STALKER AROUND THE WORLD

HEY STALKER! DON'T COME AROUND ME PLEASE! 

I JUST WANNA THROW MY HANDPHONE INTO THE DRAIN!

YOU KNOW WHAT?

YOU MAKE ME DISLIKE YOU INDEED!

CAN I CALL THE POLICE?

BECAUSE YOU'RE DAMN ANNOYING!

FUCK YOU!

F! F! F!

;

good night

You're Out of My League!

Stop! Stop it! Just stop telling me those stuff. It's kind of awful things for me. Stop telling me that who like you, crash on you or what. Because you're out of my league.  You know what? I totally get relief these days. breathe like the previous time. no afraid. no thought. no nonsense explanation and that its i feel so relief. Girls like boys to say I just want you no matter who on crush on me. I just miss you no matter where the needle of clock point to. I just want to be with you no matter blablablah~~ (sorry I can't keep this anymore) Of course! Girls do like boys to say like this to her. but perhaps this sweet-talks are seems to be useless to me since you're already out of my list.  Maybe yes for the past times! Listen carefully! It's PASSED TIMES!


I don't want to do any foolish things again. keep explain and explain those nonsense that really can't out of my business. keep mind or care about those fucking-up stuff. I just felt I'm totally a no-brain-fella who keep thought these one month ago. Don't know how am I awake while I'm in my Macau trip or my sicked birthday weeks, I'm feeling like get slapped by God. "He" asked me whether that's the need to be like this? Pimples keep clubbing on my forehead and I can't even sleep nicely and study properly just to care or mind or explain like hell for the person. The person that really disgusting me as well. The person that totally make me speechless always. The person that always make me wanna run away from this sucking world. I still remembered what he said before I was on my way to Macau. But Sorry seriously! The answer will be I'm not! I'm just thinking how am I going pass my holiday nicely. I'm feeling so disgusting when I'm thinking about. Owwwwwwwwh! Gosh!


For the last time I declare, YOU'RE OUT OF MY LEAGUE! I prefer some mature one! The way  you act, you talk, anything...etc........(think it yourself) I Swear I'll not forget what I've promise to myself when the ruthless water splash on my face! I won't forget! Even though some disgusting pictures are existing! I hope to make it. please help me (finger-crossing) I guess no one will know what am I blogging about!




Good night!


P.S : Oh Shit! Run out of Pills!!! Damn it!

2NE1 - It Hurts (slow) Audio & lyrics

♥ NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE ♥!

Finally I found it =)

Lyrics

CL
naega jun sinbareul singo keunyeowa gireul geolgo
amureohji anhge keunyeowa kiseuhago
naega jun hyangsu ppurigo keunyeoreul pume ango
nawa haetdeon keu yaksuk ddo dasi hagetjyo

Minzy
urin imi neujeotnabwayo
uri sarang kketnan geongayo
amu marirado jom naege haejwoyo oh oh oh
uri jeongmal saranghaetjanha
dwi dolrilsun eoptneun geongayoDara
oneul bam namani apayo

Bom 
pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge
ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni
nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

neomu apa apa apa

Minzy
amugeotdo anirandeut
nae neunmul barabogo
taeyeonhage mareul ddo ieogago

CL 
aniran mal mothagetdago
keu eoddeon miryeondo huhoedo jeonyeo eoptdago
janinhage marhaetjyo

Bom
urin imi neujeun geogayo
uri sarang kkeutnan geongayo
geojitmarirado jom anirago haejwoyo
ijen deo jarhal su itneunde
dasi mannal suneun eoptjiman

Dara
oneul bam namani apayo

CL
pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge
ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni
nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon
neomu apa apa apa

Minzy
deo isang yejeonui nega aniya

CL
naega saranghan neowa jigeume nega neomudo dalrasseo

Dara
keujeo meonghani
meoleojineun neol barabogoman seoseo eoreosseo

Bom 
No way, I can’t recognize
You’re not mine anymore

Dara
pyeonhaeya haetni? doraol sun eoptni?
kkok pyeonhaeya haetni? dorawajul sun eoptni?
pyeonhaeya haetni?doraol sun eoptni?
wae pyeonhaeya hani? gyesok saranghal sun eopni?

Bom
Oh, kkeuchin geoni ne mamsoge
ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni
nan neol neol saenggakhamyeonMinzy
neomu apa apa apa
apa apa

CL
apa apa

F.C.F

random in Macau trip.

Flu. Cough. and fever.

ENOUGH! 

Maybe that's the way my body complain that their immune system is not functioning well.

After food poisoning, there come again those F.C.F (refer to the 1st sentence)

I have no idea whether attend the school tomorrow. 

I'm black listed by any teacher in my class, i guess

why me? Some others even seriously than me.

why me? just because my short hair and tanned skin get attracted by teacher?

" You dah banyak kali tak datang kan?"

" You kan top of the list d"

=.=''''

totally speechless. 

In fact, I wanna declare! I'M NOT THE ONE Okay?

fed up

Yesterday, my family get together in the house unexpectedly.

As you know, my father always outstation and brother is staying at KL.

He probably make his way to home once a week.

Father? He probably outstation for more than 1 weeks.

So yesterday, as I thought my father will be outstation and mom say brother will not be back in this week.

But without expect, my father appear in front of my house about evening.

brother enter my room about night.

Whoooooshh! I'm so please without any reason.

maybe just the simple reason.

A family get together in the silence night =)

/cough cough/ + /sneezeeeeeeee/

Okay. I get to dealing with the F.C.F! nothing much to blog here.

bye!

So, am i going tomorrow?? hahahahaha

F.C.F

random in Macau trip.

Flu. Cough. and fever.

ENOUGH! 

Maybe that's the way my body complain that their immune system is not functioning well.

After food poisoning, there come again those F.C.F (refer to the 1st sentence)

I have no idea whether attend the school tomorrow. 

I'm black listed by any teacher in my class, i guess

why me? Some others even seriously than me.

why me? just because my short hair and tanned skin get attracted by teacher?

" You dah banyak kali tak datang kan?"

" You kan top of the list d"

=.=''''

totally speechless. 

In fact, I wanna declare! I'M NOT THE ONE Okay?

fed up

Yesterday, my family get together in the house unexpectedly.

As you know, my father always outstation and brother is staying at KL.

He probably make his way to home once a week.

Father? He probably outstation for more than 1 weeks.

So yesterday, as I thought my father will be outstation and mom say brother will not be back in this week.

But without expect, my father appear in front of my house about evening.

brother enter my room about night.

Whoooooshh! I'm so please without any reason.

maybe just the simple reason.

A family get together in the silence night =)

Okay. I get to dealing with the F.C.F! nothing much to blog here.

bye!

So, am i going tomorrow?? hahahahaha

2NE1 COMEBACK

Clap your hands **

Go Away! ***

Can't Nobody **

* = Favourite

WHOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I LOVE THEM
i like them more than other girls group as they're not try to pretend and sexy or kawaiiiii
 THEY HAVE THEIR OWN ATTITUDE.
ARHHHHHAAA!
That's what a group need what.
their own brand of personality, tone and characters. 
Not specific to be any sexy or adorable to make peoples get attracted.
after 1 year, they finally have their comeback stage.
hehehehehe :)






I LOVE CL the much. she's not pretty. but I guess she's the most wildest girl in Kpop.

High heeling attend the Golden Wedding!

Now, finally I agree what my dear have said. "I can't wear high heels always, because they make me look like a giant when standing in the crowd!" Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! A lot of peoples keep throwing an who-this-giant-in-this-ball-room-eyesight to me and I've no idea how many uncles and aunts have asked me why I wanna wear such a super-high-heels since I've already "not short"!! and they keep say: "Whooaaaa! So tall man!"

Need to pay okay? And now I can't feel any of my leg's cells are breathing. They keep murmuring and scold to me :"Keep me alone! and Please Massage Me!!!!" Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! My legggggggggggg!!!!! With the super-high heels, I have no idea whether I still can walk about tmr. Boooooooooobbbs!!

Oh ya! I just attend a GOLDEN WEDDING. Can you imagine? GOLDEN stand for they already married for 50 years!!!! Woooooowwww! My hands keep slapping each other and my heart is trembling when their slideshow keep playing. They really impress me. I know about their story. I knew the woman keep take good care in the family, she playing the perfect mother and also wife role in the family. Still remember the man get nephrosis, the woman not to move a step from her husband. And I know that also the time her husband's company have a lot of problem........etc. Their family really can define as the perfect family in this wide world. Shouldn't I jealous about those son or daughters who born in this kind of family? They deserve to enjoy any property or everything. okay! whatever! hahahahha.. but, it's true what??! 

What a girl dream for the whole life? Just to marry to a right guy and create a perfect family that can really bring the true happy and caring no matter when or where. They'll fight for anything just to retain the happiness of her family. that's it. that what girl want it in her life!

Everyone please clap hands for them! for holding their marriage about 50 years! Really hope they can retain for another 50 years! HahahahahaXD. God bless them please!!! They look sweet together okay? hahahaha

P.S : Attending another wedding tomorrow again. Fuck! Twice for the high heelS? No please!

STUPID FOOD POISONING

I swear! I would rather have fever or migraine or cough until i can't walk or sore throat till i can't speak , but God did you hear me? both of them is so really okay than food poisoning! i am serious now please. please. I have no idea how many times i went to the toilet by having loose bowels? I can't even count how many times I have been throw up all my food in this short week. Did you hear it clearly? its continued for about a week since the last two day I'm in China. I guess I'll not forget how tortured am I in bus? Fever. Diarrhea. Vomiting and even migraine just because my body heated up. I can't even go anywhere and eat anything. I felt so awful and disgusting and so wanna smash myself so much when the memory keep flipped on to the food of the table. They look like remainder of the restaurant or maybe some garbage but already pack it nicely and put on the table for serve , even though they're really delicious. Owwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhh! don't remind me please. Its really really really disgusting! WhatAJackAss!!!!

Stupid food poisoning! make me stay at house by my 18th birthda! Stupid stupid stupid! It's my 18th la wei.......I'm staying at home like a nobody come to this world, you know? How simpleton is it! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I WANNA BITE SOMEONE BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

坏男人

好看！

实力派演技！

尤其是金南吉！

虽然不像其他花美男，可是他实在帅惨了！
超爱他的胡须！

真的好看！

超爱他的MV!

countdown-ing man!

no worries. no long post for this time. 

just came back from granny's house as usual.

felt a lot of tired and sleepy still don't want to stick myself into the bed.

2 days left

for my China travel again.

no worries. with mother this time. 

But you know what? 

I don't have the passion for going like last time.

(for memo:last time v family lahhh)

10 days left

about my birthday.

If you ask me about how to pass my 18th biggy day?

I might gonna say I'VE TOTALLY NO IDEA about it.

I just wanna blow about 18 candles in a random cake.

18?

I'm turning 18 la wei.....

did you notice that?

Did you remember how you passed your 18th birthday?

try to comment if you wanna....

night.

currently listening : Andra and the Backbone - Sempurna

do something please

Please lahhh! don't make me delete you from my contact list again. 

But this really the only way for me to get away from boob! 

Try to do something.

I know its useless for me to write at here.

please ignore this post!

To be honest, I might wanna let myself being naive sometimes. perhaps stupid will rescue myself for being more and more relaxing or not to be too tension in everything. perhaps foolish attitude or thinking may slow down the aging of brain. maybe I can even grow for another happy year with the spirit of naive and "turn-negative-into-positive". perhaps everything will be easier. perhaps human life is more relief.

Ya, maybe I'm such a straightforward, frank and open, candid girl in front of others. Ya, maybe I'm such an unrestrained person in front of friends. and Ya, maybe I'm the human that keep laughing like no other business in front of crowd no matter strangers or what. In fact, cover should be removed and charged sometimes and replacing by the worries and misgivings  mask again. But there're no way in front of people, but myself. I won't and never cry in front of people including families unless some undeniable situation. Yes, maybe I always show up to be like tension, depressed, angry and so on etc. always, as I sicked of making believe that I'm happy or cheering up enough. don't you feel it's a kind of torture. forcing your mouth to smile like The McDonald's crown but the heart even cry or yell or trembling like getting heart disease. NO WAY, for me! 

Shouldn't we just laugh if our heart wants to? Don't we just smile if our heart feels wanna? Couldn't we just cry when our hearts are suffering? Why don't we just shout or express our feelings in the proper way when our hearts are going blow up? at least I found the way for my heart to function and rest because we can't even live without heart. So please treat well to your heart. All I mean above are about the way we express when emotion is leading us sometimes. But for decision? I always have the problem to make because I don't even understand what the actual decision my heart want to. ishhhhh! you know it's kind of trouble for me. its terribly annoying me....! F!

nothing random here

what to say? Liars everywhere.

sick. tired. anything.

no way for the like.

even yes, they just make it as fun.

no one will have their promise till the end.

for what to make those stupid promise?

it's just some kind of sweet words for girls.

just like a tissue

use it for comfort someone.

but what will be after that?

throw into the trash because it is used.

confidence sometimes  been break down into pieces

just because of those fellas.

some sucking blood's words

make many one crash into pieces

and who know they'll awake or not.

perhaps they need a lot of time from recovering.

just because of some stupid words and promise

make fellas can't even believe in everyone.

someone might filter for billion times once in a time

make the 'someone' being so tired and exhausted.

totally.

totally shitty and crappy about thinking this kind of things.

and they've no way to be any ending of thinking.

because the falsehood will be playing just like the movie for everyday.

non-stop. and not even wanna stop it.

what to do? 

the world is keep spinning and everyone is still moving on.

and also the lies will be continue and keep on.

what to do?

either keep in the closet or cry like hell

either break the glass and cut yourself 

either beat the pillows or anyone that you dislike

either just keep the status like this

keep it into the inner until the limit

until it burst out.

 

oh my holy god-father. 

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

FACE TO THE MIRROR

Don't you feel Mirror is such an awesome creation in this planet. Without mirror, we don't even know clearly what we look like, whether ugly or beauty, handsome or geek. Argghhh! But you can find some fellas beside you don't even know what for the mirror been created. Please laahhh! Mirror is not only use appearance, but your heart. Get it? Take a chair, face in front of the mirror and think! For SOME PEOPLE, choosey and picky in everything, complain this or that no matter where or when, speak like the God-Father in front of crowd, act like the Encyclopedia, showing off with their foolish attitudes and blablahblahhh, it's really such a bitchy freaky crappy attitude. They don't even think how they look like in other's eyes. they just wanna show it off to the whole world that they're the most genius just like Einsten or what. I can't bear off this kind of fellas sometimes. but what to do? Just keep silence and quiet and doing nothing, because it's none of my mother business. But you know what, FACE AT THE MIRROR LAHHHH PLEASE BEFORE YOU SAY ANYONE and you'll find out how ugly and shameful you look like in front of people. just imagine that the mirror are those peoples, and you're crapping shit in front people. Don't you think is stupid and silly? To be honest, you're really the person like this when you start your "speech".

 "Ohh! Can you just keep your mouth shut, and keep it in your pocket and zip it up! BullShit you this fucking bitch, I just wanna cook your lips as a hotdogs and pack in the plastic bags and stamp it as I can. arghhhhhhh!!!! Just shuddap shuddaapppp and SHUDDDDAPPPPPPPPPP!''

Nice! nice! nice! so nice! after all, I'm totally released. heeeeeee =D Peace ^.^\/

P.S : Sorry if say any bad words. 

FT Island - Baby love Audio

Another nice song here.

I love their whole album like hell!

Sound sweet right? 

heeeeh! 

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