I'M so HURT

I'm so hurt when the friends started to think me such this. Read my lips : I'M SO HURT.
Maybe I shouldn't so care about those. Maybe I just make my ears close or like a deaf. Maybe I shouldn't take mind about every words that came out from their lips. I've been persuaded for being such a fool and acting like I didn't know anything. I'm so depressed right now. Please, let the feelings get away as I need to breathe the very new air and drink the very fresh water in my contented life. Bear in mind : I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE SO CLEAR !

Almost every sickly despair situation, I'm advising myself not to verify that WE'RE DONE ! Please. Don't let it happen. Please..I beg you.