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2010的一切！

看到照片啦，但没有我。我是否该生气，还是谢谢所谓朋友的体贴呢？（冷笑）都不要紧了啦！反正，都不会改变什么东西。将近2011年了，很多人开始对2010年写出自己在这一年里的感想。而我呢？选择用华语来完成这片感言，因为我觉得英语未必能表达我想所的每句话！最起码，我还是一个华人，是马来西亚华人！哈哈！

说真的，我不喜欢今年，我是说2010年。对！不喜欢！除了这一年让我们一家人可以一起到一个国家（北京）去游玩，我指得是一家人噢！爸爸从来都不准我们一家人搭飞机，因为怕发生意外嘛！不过，还是去啦！我真得很想念哦。还有，和妈妈到澳门去了一趟逍遥游！我的天啊，害得我吐了泻了一身才回来，还逼得我不能去庆祝本姑娘的18岁生日，真是死都有遗憾！唉！再来，达到巴厘岛，让我发誓往后一定要和朋友或情人去！本姑娘再次说定了！

大概只有这三次出外让我觉得开心罢了！其它？都让我很想大喊：“2011啊！为什么还不来？” 妈妈说我瘦了，是该感谢上帝还是FORM 6? 他妈的压力让我不知为什么变得好累！那些所谓的老师每天都像是定时收音机，播放着烦人的老妈子牌的唠叨，说什么既然不要努力，就不要来上课；既然不要上课，就不要报考！他娘的，我有没有努力需要每秒都跟你报说“老师，我在努力哦！”这样吗？还有还有，那烦人的人类！咳咳！不要再提了，提了更睡不着！

2010年有发生什么悲伤的事吗？有！年初，爸妈的朋友突然中风入院，不到一个星期过世了还有，经过旧家时，才发现邻居的老婆去世了，原因是肺癌！也就在今年的最后的今天，我参加了我人生中的第一个葬礼！我的大伯！奇怪的事，我没有流泪,不是我无情或冷血，是因为我只看过他仅仅一次，且是在好几年前。可，看到爸妈红了眼！

问我于2009年有什么差别？Hmmmmmm, 我只是觉得，自己似乎更懂了珍惜感情吧，我指的是家人和朋友的感情。爱情？也体会到了，先学习，在寻觅！哈哈哈！有押韵吧！只是，觉得18岁的人生不再像那中学生涯一样时时刻刻都在依赖。 我开始学习要自己面对问题，解决问题，而不是吵和闹！好比说，面对了两次的不及格（驾照），真的想把自己一抢打死，可是都必须面对第三次，在家人面前装无所谓，其实自卑得要死！这时候，才发现自己说有多么的自尊高，不容许自己丢脸！

2010年大概也只有这样吧！我想到的啦！总之，“坏”的不去，“好”的怎么来呢？希望呢，2011可以给我一点点运气让我平平顺顺地读完中六，不要让那些觉得实在浪费时间，或累了的接口绊着读书的心情 :-) 我也希望呢，那些想要做的事情，都可以完成。还有，希望自己的意志和想法能更稳一些！ 最后呢，当然希望我的家人还有朋友都可以顺顺利利，心想事成，身体健康，平平安安。




P.S: 思蔚要出国念书了，就在明年七月，实在一千万个不舍。 但，还是必须要走自己要走得路啊！


怎么感觉我好像在办遗嘱啊？晚安!

小说之名句

如果一个女人爱一个男人，那个男人也爱那个女人，那么就没有理由不能在一起，因为所有可以想得出来的理由，都是因于不够勇敢！

这是我在小说里找到的名句哦。

想不到吧？

小说也有名句可找！ 哈哈哈

Diary, here I come

I had make a wish that I shall buy a nicely pretty little diary book and start to data out what happen daily in my life, from the years 2011 start. Diary? sound familiar to everyone huh? But few will make use since facebook and twitter is trending consequently in nowhere now I guess. And of course I'll not choose the locks one lahhh, sound granny man. Anyway, I really sincerely wanna make promise to myself, hope that I can stick the "personal" book all the years, by non-stopping writing what is happening and feeling. Perhaps I'll be a little busy after that. Keep tweet, facebook jugak. Don't get the wrong signal, I'm not saying blog is not TRUSTABLE, you know, just wanna keep myself some memory record, and wrote down something P and P (personal and Privacy). Blogger, You still the best! mwahhhh :-*

GD & T.O.P - High high MV

♥♥ HIGH HIGH HIGH♥♥

LALALALALA

BUTTTTTERRRRLYYYYY AND OH LALA LIKE NINJAA 

I hope I was in the club

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhh!

click it pleaseeeeee!!!!

nice one. YG Family

Please don't make me say.

It's BIG BANG and 2NE1!

and I'm the VIPs and BLACKJACK (their fans' name)

 Great! I saw this when I finding some wallpaper.

Sorry for illegal download :(

2NE1 - Don't stop the music lyrics

ROMANIZATION

*[CL] Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't stop the music
Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't stop the music (Oh)
Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't stop the music
Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't don't don't don't

Everybody hands up high
Du son meori wiro olryeo bwa
Seoro majubogo noryeo bwa
Rock, rock, rock meomchuji ma

[Minji] Igeon jaemineun nori
Neol wihan chwegogeub yori
Oomjikyeo yori jori
Deulryeojwo neoeui geu moksori

[Dara] (Fiore) ee eumak soge uri Fiore
(Fiore) Bulgeun jangmi gashi cheoreom uri wiheomhae
(Fiore) Ee rideumsoge neoreul magyeobwa
[CL] (Fiore) Ee goseneun just music and you

[Bom] Jigeum ee eumagi meochwo beorigo namyeon
Neol dashi bol su eobdaneungeol areo
So DJ deo shinnage eumageul teureo
Jigeum ee sungan modeungeol ijeul su itge

*Repeat

Everybody hands up high
(Oh) Hamkke olryeobwa
Michil junbidwaesseo modu moyeobwa
Rock, rock, rock ddwieobwa

[Minji] Hanaga dweja hanaga dwe
Moduda chaero sanmanhage
Hanaga dweja hanaga dwe
Ee club ee wanjeonhi muneojige

[Dara] (Fiore) ee eumak soge uri Fiore
(Fiore) Bulgeun jangmi gashi cheoreom uri wiheomhae
(Fiore) Ee rideumsoge neoreul magyeobwa
[Minji] (Fiore) Ee goseneun just music and you

[Bom] Jigeum ee eumagi meochwo beorigo namyeon
Neol dashi bol su eobdaneungeol areo
So DJ deo shinnage eumageul teureo
Jigeum ee sungan modeungeol ijeul su itge

*Repeat

[Minji] Ije achimi ojiman
Ee eumageun ggeutnaji anha
[CL] Jamkkanirado naega shwil su itneun
Shiganeun jigeum this music makes me high

[Bom] Jigeum ee eumagi meochwo beorigo namyeon
Neol dashi bol su eobdaneungeol areo
So DJ deo shinnage eumageul teureo
Jigeum ee sungan modeungeol ijeul su itge

*Repeat

TRANSLATION

*[CL] Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't stop the music
Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't stop the music (Oh)
Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't stop the music
Don't don't don't don't don't don't
Don't don't don't don't

Everybody hands up high
Raise your hands over your head
Face and stare at each other
Rock, rock, rock, don't stop

[Minji] This is fun
The finest cuisine for you
Move here and there
Let me hear your voice

[Dara] (Fiore) In this music, we Fiore
(Fiore) We're dangerous like thorns on a red rose
(Fiore) Leave yourself to this rhythm
[CL] (Fiore) In this place, it's just music and you

[Bom] After this music comes to an end
I know that I can't see you again
So DJ, turn the music up with more excitement
In order to forget everything in this moment

*Repeat

Everybody hands up high
(Oh) Put them up together
We're ready to get crazy, everyone get together
Rock, rock, rock, keep running

[Minji] Let's become one, become one
So that everyone is all rowdy
Let's become one, become one
Until this club crashes completely

[Dara] (Fiore) In this music, we Fiore
(Fiore) We're dangerous like thorns on a red rose
(Fiore) Match the beat, match all the steps
[Minji] (Fiore) In this place, it's just music and you

[Bom] After this music comes to an end
I know that I can't see you again
So DJ, turn the music up with more excitement
In order to forget everything in this moment

*Repeat

[Minji] The morning is coming now
But this music won't stop
[CL] The time when I can rest for even a moment
Is right now, this music makes me high

[Bom] After this music comes to an end
I know that I can't see you again
So DJ, turn the music up with more excitement
In order to forget everything in this moment

*Repeat

FIOREEE~

I going to finish the 2NE1TV.
I'll miss Dara's long hair.


I LOVE 2NE1 because of 
CL's wildest
DARA's funnny
BOM's superrrrrrrb funnnny
MINZY's cuteeeee and maknae.




Oh ya! BB always show themselves in the show too. love it. =)

no event at all please.

We should love Christmas although we're in the place of no-snowing, that's Malaysia. We should have the feeling even though we're not the Christian by saying Hallelujah or Amen. I wish I'll be in the place that wearing sweater, boots, coat, gloves, scarf, and hat. I swear I'll be happy forever if I can celebrate this warming event with my friends or lover in Big Snow. and of course the place should be either Korea, Taiwan or HongKong. anything cold please. 

Fine. The Christmas eve is coming soon, and I have to hang out with my friends. You know, sometimes I wish there will be no event at all in the year, and I can stick my butt in the house without planning any outing. Sort of headache since no one wanna be the head. Ya, heading is easy, but always tough to keep strength to make it work. But trust me, there'll be no problem if I own a car, next year! I promise! And after that, I'll be no more complaining about the outing at all, and I will hanging around with the one that I want, without any sick reason from the friends.

Try to find out why I'm saying this. The only reason, is I'm sick to figure out some other's facial expression, follow exactly the date they can. You've no idea about how their attitude and words show, it's stink and ill. Let's pray for me. bye peeps.










P/S : kind of important huh. (BOLD WORDS)

Vacation (BALI) 10/12/2010

try to convince you guys with these couple reason

I just came back from my vacation to Bali.

and afterall, my lappies kena VIRUS.

then, someone say my lappie's hard disc is sort of "stroke" (means rosak lahh)

So, I'll try my very best to update more about the Vacation.

and here we go.

Bali? everyone will put it like some honey moon place for some newly weds.

and OF COURSE it's so INDEED.

 I saw alot of Mat Salleh's couples handing togther, wearing Bikinis and surfing riding in the grand Indian Ocean

and it makes me swear that I'll be there in the second times with my friends or lover either. I promise.

In fact, it's not like easy like an ABC to go with your mom.

Yes, it's easy when someone can help you to choose or give opinion and YES by bargain the price

but DEFINITELY NO when you wanna strolling yourself in the beach and take some camwhore.

Okay, get back to that.

Bali is kind of Chillax place ( Chill and relax )

There're no pollution at all since no industry at all.

But it's kind of weird when the peoples look like Malay, and speak Malay BUT serve  BABI (pork)

sort of mock, don't you think?

okay, they're Hindu.

well, I do think Bali will be a super HOT place since beaches around and told by shiwei

Luck consider coming with me in this vacation. Rain when I enter the bus.

hahahahahaXD

Food? 

Different taste but quite similar as Malaysian food. 

BUT one point here, it's definitely better than CHINA's food.

still remember I get food poisoning when came back from Macau. 

Awwwwwwwwwwww, such awful experience.

forget it. 

Hey, you guys should really go there and have a sunshine holidays at least once in your life time. 

A little pityful since I can't have some of the water activities as everyone do.

as you know it's a tour guide vacation. ain't NO TIME. =(

Peoples?

I realized some others of those Balinese keep watching me like I'm the part of them

since I'm skin tanned.

but I speak Mandarin to my mom.

another BUT when I speak Malay to them.

Ya, I know I looked like a Malay huh.

But they're full of passion.

and no worries if you wanna take a walk in the night for having some alcoholic drinks in the bar, because there're no looter in this peaceful little island.

So much more comfort rather than Malaysia.

Things-things?

Cheap like hell. depends on how you set the price

Don't aspect you get some goodies with such low price, as lot of poor-quality

except you're in the HARD ROCK shopping gallery.

Poor me. I don't enter at all.

I know. i know. Bali famous of their SPA and ma-sa-gi

But not for me. 

due to some woman problem.

get it? Woman problem

Food. People. Secure. Beaches. anything 

I wish I can be there in the 2nd times.

I'll try to upload some of the beauty of Bali. 

TO BE CONTINUED.

I ♥ BALI

go through your mind please =/

There will no one who love and concern about you forever, except your family. Don't get fooled, human.

Don't aspect someone will just love and care and concern about you forever, except your family including your wife. I don't mean to say something bad about the human being, just kind of truth when it just popped out in my mind suddenly. I won't believe in human's talk and promise. I guess they don't mean to make the promise seems like just the sweet words and honeyed phrases for the time being now. Maybe yes in the particular cases. maybe no in the random happening events. But I don't believe someone will love or falling in love forever on the same person in his or her whole life. C'mon, we still have a long page and journey to go further, I guess you've catch what I'm trying to story about. 

"What? You guess you just predict what will happen in the next time? You've predict who will you meet after that? You'll know human that you will meet the next is such a bitch or jackass? You've know that you will be the monk in the Shaolin Temple so you talk I LOVE YOU to me now? I don't like you to say like this to me. It's sound like some must-talk-words to any girl huh? Aren't you?" 

Anyway, I just ignore someone words since I don't really like that person. bye. goodnight.

Mom's 50th

I guess I need a little update for my blog.

It's my mom's 50th Birthday.

And she skipped her work purposely just hanging around with her son and daughter

That's me and my brother.

Don't you feel it's nice for the lomo effect.

How nice if I have another iPhone 4 huh? Bro did.

aiksss!

Mom has passed for the 50 years, and also I hope she'll be more healthy as usual.
family rocks man (:

hee :-p

currently finish "Playful Kiss" 

it's definitely, incredibly and exactly same like the Taiwan's verse.

They just squeeze it into 1 season., since the Taiwan have 2.

Hmmmmmm, not much change, but still enjoy.

lazy to blog la.

 sorry!

Oh ya! Let's pray for the YeungPeung Island. 

They much affected on the Kpop.

4men are so awesome

bad guy

U

Say I love you

Everything

Zia feat. 4men - Crying, Calling

I can't rate this time

because ALL ARE SO AWESOME  ♥ ♥ ♥

CLICK ALL OF THEM AND PLAYYY!

MUSTTTT!

or you'll miss the nice music.

Wonder Girls - Nobody (Ballad Version)

this version is so nice and better than the Ori.

so nice =)

I know i said twice.

Big Bang - Last farewell MV

B to I to Bang Bang!

 I love when G-dragon say the "Bases"

I listen to this song when it sings by 2NE1.

In fact is the Big Bang's one.

and written by the cutie Dragon.

see! how talented he are.

Currently loving him so much =)

I mean the Chilung, G-dragon!

Ignore the 3.07. because T.O.P always playing with those freaking hand-style-branded-pose

hahahaa.

hope enjoy.

Click here for the live one (with 2NE1) nice!

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Gumiho KO

Finished My girlfriend is Gumiho.

DaeHung ahh, nan gumiho jana? 

nan nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu chu-a-hae!

nice :)

he read me

random

He read me, as I never thought he'll. 

He read me. 

He said something weighing on my mind.

Oopss! not something, is MANYTHINGS!

I don't know what keep me so mind about recently.

myself. family. friend. study. or others?

perhaps I'm the only one who keep deny all the existence of problem.

Till he read me. as I never thought he will.

The Barack

Hey people, I love someone BALD.

You know how much I wanna hold the Barack's hand?

Since he haven't get elected?

I love his bald and BALDhead. 

Get it?

I don't know how their nation going on?

Do they make over their promise?

Or the Americans adore the Barack's?

But, don't you think he's so cooool in anything.

his view, his thougt, the charisma he's holding, his speech and so on.

And I still remember the first speech of his election as the Presiden of United States of America to the citizens

I don't memorize it of course, but read again and again with those highlighted-unknown-words.

It's fully 5 page of them.

Who does say the "Black" can't be the leader?

The way he's doing is proving and comforting to the nation

Who does saying the race's problem is the problem?

The moment he get elected prove it!

He do always have the great speech in front of the electorate

He shaked hands for more than people.

He work hard for more than 8 months to earn more ballot ticket.

But he's still pretty calm.

Hillary is good too =)

I do preparing a question when I meet him, although I knew it's impossible!

" Why you wanna be the Presiden of United States of America? "

hahahahaXD 

crazyyyyyy 

THE VOODOO CHILD ARE HERE 

I guess no one have the guts to be in such make up

Just the 2NE1 :)

click here for the lyrics

enjoy my friend

;;;;

random

I love the weather today, perhaps I hate the people today, any of them :'(

Freaking tired about today, just don't know why.

The only comforting me is the weather. and the holidays.

From thousand years ago, I know about this.

"The more you care, the more you hurt"

I've been trained in this issue since last few years.

 It's a hardship. and I HATE IT so much.

No matter friends or love, it's torturing.

sigh. tired. sight.

HAPPY 500TH POST

HAPPY 500TH POST :D

Did you believe?

I just make my blog to the 500th post!

more to go, my blog readers!

Thanks for supporting,by the way =D

P.S :Excuse me! the paper above is made by YY. 

hak cipta terpelihara

R&R

I'M SUPER DEAD TIRED!

I STILL CAN SEE THE MEMORY TRACE OF THOSE NOTES.

I GUESS THEY NEED SOME R&R.

R&R?

Rest & Relax!

or 

someeee

ROCK'N ROLLLL!

goodnight world.

p/s : said by Hansen Teong! (R&R)

2PM - I can't romanization lyrics

Romanized lyrics

Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke
Cuz I can’t forget your love
Nunmuri heureulgeot gata
Geudae saenggakman hamyeon

Galsurok gipeoman ga
I can’t stop Thinking about your love

Ijeul su eopseul geot gata
Geudae modeun geot

Mideul su eopseul geot gata
Geudae doraondamyeon

I can’t forget your love
Eonje kkajirado nan
Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke

I can’t forget your love
Eonje kkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can’t, I can’t forget your love

Geudae saenggake jam mot
Deuneun bameul ji saeuda
Heureulgeot gateun nunmureul chamji
Mothae gakkeum honja I cried

Isesange geudae bake
Eopneun nayeotgie

Geudaereul irhgo naege nameun geoseun
Amugeotdo eopseosseo

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
Eonje kkajirado nan
Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke

I can’t forget your love
Eonje kkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can’t, I can’t forget your love

Ijeuryeogo haebonjeokdo eopseo
Naegen gachi eopneun iriraseo
http://www.elyricsworld.com/i_can't_lyrics_2pm.html
Geudael tteoollineun iri maeil naegeneun
Sumswineun geotmankkeum sojonghae
I can’t forget your love Uh
Girl you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
Kidaril su isseo till you come back
Comeback to me

I can’t forget your love (forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado nan
Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke (kidarilkke baby)

I can’t forget your love (forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can’t (I can’t)
I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
(I can’t forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado nan (oh)
Geudae ol ttaekkaji kidarilkke (kidarilkke)

I can’t forget your love (forget your love)
Eonjekkajirado kidarilkke
Cuz I can’t (cuz I can’t)
I can’t forget your love~

I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you
You know my heartbeat

Sorry! I can't found any about the English translation.

 Since the Variety Show of MBC (We Got Married)show up, they make me fell interesting into the wild beast (2PM lahh)

Especially the Thai Prince from 2PM and China Princess of f(x).

They make each other perfectly sweet together.

C'mon, they're the Asia Couple la wei..

Perhaps they can make themself as real in life for being the real CP.

Click here and you'll know what I'm talking about.

Khuntoria fighting!

But I prefer the Adam CP the most.

OH YA! PLEASE HELP TO PROMOTE THIS SONG!

IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG 

LOVE IT MUCH  ♥

especially the intro part 

random pics of SF's MP

The ''photographer'' of 2009/10/11.

from left to right. (WaiZen, Sor Wen, me)

totally starving.

He's the typically virgo. I love his perfectism.

The Pengerusi and Naib of 2009/10/11

Some random pics of the COOLEST Senifoto's MP.

As I blogged last post, I'm having the BM and Muet's writing paper.

Pengajian Am - Checked

Bahasa Melayu - Checked

Muet - 3/4 Checked. 1/4 Unchecked

Sejarah - Checked

Economy - ??????

See you soon ;D

Let's crap the final exam

MUET - Unchecked

Pengajian Am - Checked

Sejarah - Checked

Bahasa Melayu - Unchecked

Ekonomi - Unchecked

Having a 17 pages long History paper yesterday. afterthat, I can't really feel my hand exists. The croaky paper takes us 3 hours but isn't enough for me to settle the 4 question. Take a deeeeeeeep breathe of my brain after finishing the paper. But don't think that I did well. C'mon, I just wanna make myself passed sahaja.

Hey classmates, don't ask me whether prepare for the BM paper dy. Just figure out how am I going to crap in the BM paper. In fact, I'm wondering how the frog teacher's face act like. (BM teacher laahhhh)



WAITING WAITING WAITING WAITING 
MAMPUSSS LAH KALI NI
 XD

cute conversation among daughter and parents.

Yeeyun :" Hey dad, anything do with the Parlimen? Who's the Minister of Kementerian Luar Negeri........etc"

Dad      :'' I let you know if you pay me. RM10 please."

Yeeyun :'' -______________________-''''

But, he really told me a lot about the politics of Malaysia

An hour later, he finally feeling pissed off and get tiring. 

Mom's turn.

Yeeyun :'' Hey mom!"

Mom    :'' Leave me alone, stomache-ing!''

Yeeyun :'' Just an only one little question. Did you know about the Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam (SPA)?''

Mom    :'' SPA lahhhhhhh! what you expect?'' (get it? SPA for a woman....)

Yeeyun :'' No!!"

Mom    :'' Come and watch this show sambil relax. don't study and ask me again!"

=_______________________=''''''

they really make me unrestrained about the PA exam (tomorrow)

Cutieeeeee parents ever ;D

if they can act like my buddy

the future model Tim

dearest!

that's the attitude

my buddy-buddy

That's what I say Buddy-buddy in life.

Hope keep going till the very end.

I really do enjoy the great ridiculous Friday night.

just back from the Senifoto farewell party.

quite boring with the unenthusiastic seniors.

The music is making hot, but the peoples didn't seem to be any movement.

-_______________-''''

And I'm trying myself crazy like hell. but it's too freezy for me

What else?

It's about 2.22am now.

get to sleep with the song of Big Bang

Hallelujah! I'm fallin, I'm fallin' fallin'

MISSION COMPLETE, HELLLLA!

Big Bang - Hallelujah

Maybe it can count as a party or gathering

I don't know how many moments I've been frust recently, and finally I get a total relieved today. 'Tons" of prawns have been tortured but thus bring us the happiness that we really enjoyed in the past times. Hey readers, I love to hang out with them so much, the bunch of buddy who never stop a moment for making fun and happy, who always drive someone insane enough in the crowd, who never try to be shame or shy by doing those kind of joke things. They're my laughter, although they don't have any superpower or machine or supernatural.

But you know sometimes, I'm not please to be a planner like this. forget it. i'm trying to throw up something dislike. (recall back) I'm smilling when blogging these, that all about the stupid things that happened today. not stupid things but funny things. I missed the past that really bring us the satisfaction for being a extra big group and achieve some kind of awards for paying the sweatshops! I missed the moment when we hang out and have a cup of tea after the tiring band practice, and we mostly gossiping each other in the biggy group. The past really make me though that I'd sketch a really good book in the secondary life.

Here always I'm wondering will us do the same thing such eating together with a lot of smoke and sweats, laughing as loud as the world can hear, catching the prawns which really still swimming, teasing each other but it's really a kind of joke.....in the following years. I hope it will make it although we'll be the busy body in the future. And of course I'll not be tiring anymore for being this kind of planner. At least this bunch of buddy, dear and sister okay?

For my lovely son,
Lee Long Jiat! You're totally the super sunshine-sunflower SON of mine. I love you, son and Happy Belated Birthday, although I'd wish you. Smile always like a children and stay health and groovy ( i'm his mom, but not the real mom) Oh ya! He's 17th now. But he's HOLY TALLER THAN ME.



He does look cute right? My supersunshine-flowe SON



p/s : photos? upload den ;)


bye. sweet dream.

call me Miss Ponteng

call me the Miss Ponteng! 

because I probably skipped school every week. 

nothing much to post .

I'm going to finish my PA1. 

yahooooooo.com !!!!! 
:)


annyeong~

Pissed me off

My confidence drop like hell into the drain after the ''granted'' badmintion-style teacher said those silly paragraphs that we're not supposing to listen in the time being now. drop like hell. and I know my tears was welling up like a fountain in my eyes, a short of not letting them drop down on my face. T_______T What the teacher say is so right, what the purpose I study in form 6. Something like a rock that just hurt my heart severely, thus make me can't even pick up my confidence. Nowadays, I'm so much struggle and suffered about what kind life am I passing? but just keep lying myself that i'll be okay after all. ya, i truly make myself be convinced in these kind of stupid words without any progressing, without confront the serious type of case. And yet, the chirping teacher just slapped my heart and again it's dripping with blood (not the real blood lahh) what I mean is I totally lost the motivation for being and holding faith in this kind of life, aimless, faithless, emotionless, simple-minded....etc

More, sometimes unable to bear of the stupid noisy clamoring class. I'm so scared I'll lost my tempered such as last time I did in school to my class. Are they blind or something else? aren't they can't figure out someone is trying to do their homework or revision? and that's the only one reason I don't like to attend to school. It's seems so meaningless without any purpose to school. Teacher don't even enter the class, talking nonsense or jesus in class, the chirping class, some annoying classmates, some supercillious-white-ball-look of the "gossipqueen"......blaaaaaahhh! TOTALLLLY PISSED ME OFFF! done.

U see, I'm still blogging here. Adui~

byee!

Information Overload is not a joke

really act like this when I can't finish a chapter

Time is tickin', time is tickin tickin. Time is tickin', time is tickin tickin away. yet, I don't even finished any subject. The very next week will be the fucking final exam, so what am I doing? Besides eat and sleep, i'm tweeting and facebook like a slacker doggie. I do! Read my words carefully! I really do try to delve the whole sucking-blooded history during the whole PMR weeks. but it's seriously a wonder here, because I've been feeling the SERIOUS crunch of information overload in my brain. Fulfilled with kind of history-type-punye knowledges and more to go too T_________T needed some larger hard disc 




Okay,I'm stucked in Bahasa Melayu and though Pengajian Am. What's motivate for creating as our syllabus? Hey people, I'm totally sicked of BM, it's the most-hatest-disgusting-language-in this world, plus I've a branded teacher that always act like a tarantula and his face was look alike a crocodile and maybe a toad. I know I'm bad enough to describe my teacher like this, but he do has the noxious tongue ever when he keep teasing all of us like "MTG (Manusia Tak Berguna) and MTO (Manusia Tak Berotak).......etc more to go. hey readers, do you guys know how I eagerly i wanna take BC by dropping the jerk-ing BM. just imagine the tarantula is staring at you or mocking like a bird always in front of the class while you keep do nothing in his period since you've drop his God-damn subject? Furthermore, essay is bringing me down my spirit. Holyyyy shit! How am I going to undergo all of these. Finger-crossing for any dewa-dewi that heard me. bless me. bless me. bless me. (pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee)




Final? It's not a big deal what Yeeyun. But, I don't want to fail at least, it's really an embarrassment for me. I'm serious and trying to take anything good and move smoothly although I don't even know how to write those paper but don't you think at least I try. except for the bitching BM. I can't find a savior through blogging. I have to switch on the button and have my journey to STUDYYYY! whatthefucking reason, exam been created to this world? I have thousand and billions reason to wonder what is the reason. Stupid human! stupid me. stupid world. and STUPID EXAMMMM. I'm crazy now. Leave me alone. 
(I know I shouldn't scold or blame like a children)




Long post huh? Not actually. There'll be more after the exam or perhaps before. bye peeps.