I was honest of it !

I REALLY DETEST TO YOU !!!

I WAS SICK OF YOUR METHOD

I HATE YOU !!!!

BUT

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I was honest to myself , This is really the 1ST TIME !!!!!

P.S : Going back to my home town tmr ,

aim : Having two dinner there

Everyone take care ^.^

speechless

I found that i usually fall in love or crush on the SMALL EYES BOY !

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so what ???

i heard the crash sound from my heart

LOSER always ..

I WAS ALWAYS THE LOSER !!!!!

I was be destined that I 'M THE LOSER always !~




Just crying finish because of someonesssssS





I also be destined to have only FRIENDSHIP , FAMILY and no more ...










































































Just try to accept the destiny , doomed by the wicked GXD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

















End~

LAMEST concert I have chosen~

Now , lets check to the clock under the right bottom of my com , its 2.53AM~

My mother keep on describe as : 夜猫子
Thats mean the time was totally the other way round of a regular person ..
I slept at the day but play at the night ...

Okkk...Lets talk about what I've done today
- Band Practice
- Walk home from the school v Hong Kuan
- Watching TV and Surfing net v her again

Attention please :
- Went to the Hokkien Association dunno what carnival show
at here , I apologise to Lishi and Tims sincerely , I really do not know the stupiak lame concert had such a lame singers and performance ~
- Starbucks have our coffee besides GOSSIP~

thats all...
LAZY arrrr to post anything , today ...
Good night , everyone ~

What an IDLE day I have again

As I said it be4 , my THEORY TEACHER , a bachelor ,ages - 35+, DAMN RICH person here...
My brother just found him and ask him to buy a water machine cost RM2000++ ...
He gave bro about RM2000++ v CASH

we just captured it , we dint hav another "chances" to hold it again..

ISN'T He was a DAMN RICH man...?? HAR?

I'd ask my brother :

Hey , when you gain more money just changed it all to RM0.50 and threw it to who that just look you down before ~!!! Haha....

He said :

..............What a good idea !! Hmmm....I think , When I was rich , I'll changed all the cash to RM0.10 , buy things !!! Let the cashier turned insane !!!!Muahahaha ( he laughing cunning at the same time )

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Yaa...The conversation above hav shown , what a IDLE-EST day I have today ....Keep on drawing "stuff" and saying NONSENCE v my comical brother

Male International Group ...

Anyone that knws me very well will know about who I love

• DONG BANG SHIN KI ( TVXQ )

I fall in love within this five male groups from a long time ago , without any reason ! !! ( Cassiopeia were totally agree v me de ?? Yea ~ ^.^ )

• Jonas Brothers

I like them since I watch the disney movie ((Camp Rock)) , I love their rock style music !! ( Sometimes you'll found they 're yelling when the music was playing on ...)

But now , I was ASHAMED !!! I knew that TVXQ had release their 4TH KOREAN ALBUM (Mirotic) at 22 SEPTEMBER , But I was just ignored them !!!! I 'd download their news song immediately but dint hear it also ....TOTALLY ASHAMED laa ~~~

Really dint have any idea using what words to imagine myself ( Apalah you ~ still say yourself as a loyalty fans for TVXQ -- -BULLSHIT )

Introduce you a TVXQ 'new song - Mirotic

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mTgnt5GkYQ

(this is only the dance version)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILz5s0TQm8Q

(this is the complete version)

Introducing SONG here

Introduce you'll a song

DAVID ARCHULETA - CRUSH

You 'll can just hear it for waiting at here as I 'd put it on my blog lee....^.^

The lyrics was quite nice !
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
deep inside
It was a rush,
what a rush'
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
about me
It's just too much,
just too muchWhy do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized,
so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think
when you're all alone
All that we can be,
where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't
goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl,
are we just friends?Is there more,
is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta
I believe that we can make this into
something that will lastLast forever,
forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be,
where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush
ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be,
where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this
crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy


This song had introduce by my brother to me , he said that DAVID ARCHULETA was the runner - up of the AMERICAN IDOL ( second prize laa ) ~ The champion was the DAVID COOK .. Both of them was DAVID.~ Funny yea ? Hope you all like it !

Ah Po R-ism ( Individualism Gurlx )

NOBODY ....
Found that many person LOVE to use it to describe themselves ..
Til the time now , I do not know the meaning properly actually....
Let check to the dictionary ...


NOBODY - 不重要的人 ， 无名小卒 ， 无人 ， 没有人

Ya, That's the meaning of it...!!~ ( Now i know , haha )


I not really think that its possible and suitable for me !~ Nobody…A person that not importance , a person that dint have the value , a person that dint have any significance ….All of that do not belongs to me … Can say it like that too : Was not absolute appropriate YEE YUN , this name …and also the characteristic that this name holding !!

I hate to be a human that have those characteristic or what ??!!~ :

• Do not have any relativity
• Do not built anything to social or families
• Do not have any specific value
• Do not have any significance
• Do not have any importancy for somethings

THATS 'ME, No Doubt , I do have the PRIDE of it when I done-ing somethings or facing someone , just seldom will show out my pride ....( seldom nia ok ? )

I will be mad when others thought me as the NON-IMPORTANT person or NON-VALUE person !

No doubt again , I would like to let others say that individualism was belongs to me ! So that the reason that I’ve put my blog’s topic - Ah Po R-ism

ISM - brings the meaning that I do have INVIDUALISTIC !!!Cant you all figure it out ? Keke…

Haha…I would like to conclude it :
I AM AN INDIVIDUALIST gurl but not NOBODY ‘s ~

DIGI POSTPAID .... -> SUCKS !~

" Oo.s , because of you're using the POSTPAID services and also under the BUSINESS LINE , so you didn't have any services about FRIENDS & FAMILY , just the line under the business group !!! "

Yaya...Just make a call to the DIGI CENTER and ask about any promotion that I can have within the POSTPAID that I using now...................But they giving me the above sentences !!!

I just scolded by father yesterday :
" You know that how much I wanna pay to the company about your mobile 's bil ? Uncle Wong 's balance only cost about RM120 ++ , Uncle Hui - RM135++ and you can make it til RM200 ++ !!"

I answer him whisperly :
" Yo...You know that this POSTPAID was totally indifferent between the PREPAID: SMS was expensive than make the call !! So .... ??!

He asked me again :
" Why you supposed to SMS every day ? Can you just reduce it or don't SMS again ?? Har ? "

I asked :
" Thats mean I can make call every day ?

He said it again :
" I didnt meant that you can make call everyday " Just seldom use it...

I answered him a very high pitch :
" So , What can I do for the mobile phone without SMS and make call ?? Just waiting you two ( father and mother ) to call me ?? Or just run into the emergency condition so that I can use it effectively ? I 've told you what , you let me using such a line that you will pay every month and I'll use almost RM150++ ...
K la...I just behave it laa...always checking about the balance k ? Sorry about that...


Haix..The Nov was in the middle , and the balance is RM70.94...Oo....No...
I think I must beware of it le...or the instance above will happen again ..





P.S : To all of you , Please do not try to use POSTPAID of DIGI ~ Line too , PREPAID was the wise choice !!!!!!!!

G.E.N.T.I.N.G --- AnuallllLLy

Just back from GENTING....

I supposed to be blogging yesterday but .....
My love-vy friend come visit me again

• Mr.Headache
• Mrs.Sound Throat

This two guys just make me cant attend BAND PRACTICE ...

Just hard to say the feeling about the trip...

150 photos , We've took !!!

Some photo's below to shown for all of you :

She havent move the tag

This pose is bout to PRETENDING some1's pattern

I drunk.....
Its take RM10

In the FABER CASTLE caterpillar 's train

I was the innocent...

A super duple silly face...

Ah Po R and Ah Girl

You know what ? This Strawberry flavor DUTCH LADY MILK takes me RM5...SObx.

Midnight
NONONO...We dint point to the moon...!!

O.O de..
Carlsberg x 5 ----- I 'VE DRUNK

Searyin , Wenying , Shuhoon and Me ( from left to right )

I use this to dealcholic

Three "Y" in the cable car...

????! He was singing v my phone.!

v deputy monitor of 4A2 - Huiyin

Our Favorite Pose

Haix...Aiks.xxx走不完的路

we're the flower beside the lights tree

In this three days two nights , I found I totally fall in love -

v DRINK-ING BEER

but they just dont let me to touch it again... !!

As I drunk easily...keke...

Just stop it at here..

Bye and sweet dream to all of you berhxx...

mUAKxXX!~

Bye

No doubt - A blackie Girl here

I was totally a " BLACKIE "

ShingLin jio for having SWIM after the performance in school - Tim's Condo's Pool...Wowo....

The weather was keep changing and changing

First

• The Water was DAMN COLD
• The Sun was DAMN BRIGHT
• The Wind was DAMN STRONG
• The Pool was DAMN SHALLOW

We just sit at pool - too shallow

SS-ing ( waiting those guys to change their clothes )

After we swam , it was 2.30

sitting WC 's (no.404) car again...

Wow...I can say that we were SUPER DUPLE and TRIPLE UNLUCKY!!!!

WC 's Car Finally "Fire DEATH"

so how ?

Get out the car and Pushed it luu...

Wc's aunt and Wc 's car was recharging to each other but -------> USELESS

Then , get to walk to LISHI 's house....

Ciuw Yen was concerntrating to walking...( she is sms-ing actually )

Finally we get lost in a small rural area but we just get out of there under this "Indo Aunt" show us the way...

Hiu ~ We finally reacher LISHI's house v our TIRING body....And I swear , I was totally a BLACKIE now......

Swim + Push the car + walked to Li Shi's house (all was Under the hot sun) = Blackie Girl !!!!

Besides of school , Family still ...!

Just finished dinner v my uncle and grandma -----v STEAMBOAT !
Father have ordered about 1.5 kg 's Crab and !! Hahaha...
Do you know that I kinda love to eat steamboat but i cant have much as its sensitive of my skin...

My half-boiled egg...Thank you Mummy ~

Yea ~ I totally love this ----CLAMS


I ate this for 4 ~ !

He was stubbing and try to eat the crab's meat ! ((My FAVOR brother ))( you know this is the second time that we saw he is eating crab's meat since the last time was at Singapore ! )

Get cha the 2nD times XD

My teeth with a toothpick , beside my kinda CUTE father ~

Ah bu ~ and my 3rd uncle ( he just come back from New Zealand but he worked at Jakarta )

V ShiWei's Spec..

The same pose ( my mama and grandma ..)

Hiu ~ My stomach totally full...But the pot having bout 7-8 crab still...

So How ?

Fast fast contact my 2nd aunt to clean it all...

Finally , everything clear !!!

P.S - Gonna watch the 007 James Bond movie - Quantum of the Solace v my family , tonight ***..^.^

Its Tiring ~

I write this passage yesterday and save it at my labtop , post it by today

Just finished the concert of Pin Hwa…Its can say is a music gathering that they will held annually…Band and also the Choir was performed by today..Keep on moving the stage and also the chairs…and the MC keep on talking nonsense , asking us to sing song ( two tigers …) WTFF??

Talk about Pin Hwa band , they really give a few of performing songs…and also they have a few of members only…but the sound was nice ( just a few of members ) LiShi say that it just a MINI CONCERT for those parents and school members to join about it…

During the concert , JS , Me and LS keep on saying the past , his lover and also the future…keep on chit-chatting…We imagined that when our concert finished successfully , we will cried !!! ( jsheng will the first one ..)

We just at the hall of Pin Hwa

Me and Li Shi

Three of us..

Adding Tim's Hand ~

Waa…think of the past suddenly…

How I make the senior angry ?

How I make those AJK’s angry ?

How I show my damn smelly face to all my friends and also the senior…

How I show my pride for all of us…

How I ..?

How I ..?

How those members dislike me ?

How my friends angry me ?

How the members that same age v me damn dislike me..?

How the senior dislike about me ?? …

How we pass the happiest time together ?

How we sit together and talking about the pass , future and everything ?

How we get together and talk about somebody’s bad words ?

and so on…
Beside study , we just pass our time at band … Yea…always heard me say about band , band and band again… But , I just passed my time v band for about four years ! I still remembered that my brother keep on challenging me and said that I won’t be at band not more than half year ! But..now ?? Means that who will not have to judge our future !

For those that knew me about four years , for those that were the new members of 2005 of PASUKAN PANCARAGAM SMJK KWANG HUA …they knew my characteristic as well…

Till now , I noticed that some of them really not so satisfied about me when I was in form 1 and 2 ~ I meant it…!! Mayb my pride baa…Nowadays I keep on asking others that about my pass and now…

They all give me the same answer : I prefer now ‘s Yee Yun ~ You really changed a lot , I means under your emotion controlled ..

Tired ? Can I say it out ? When I was a A.Section Leader , I always say it out for reducing my works…But cant work too ! Now , I was a higher committee of band ~ Can I say this T.I.R.E.D this five alphabet easily ------The answer is : N.O - NO ~ I cant say it out please …

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Below words is from ownself :

ps: I dint mentioned anything please ~

Tiring about what we have done, but no ones was appreciate …
Tiring about for the responsibility that we have …
Tiring to be the one that always face those trouble with smiley face (pretending)
I want myself back….
I want the emotional Yee Yun back…
I want myself back…
That Yee Yun can always show the mood that she have everyday , no matter is happy , angry , excited or sad…
I want it all back….
Is that a good things ?
Is that better ?
The answer --- NO again…
Herk ? Changing ? Hahaha…No ! is PRETENDING !!!
Is not about changing?
Always told others that I will changed !!
Always ask others whether I got changed !!
Nono…I was pretending by the way…
P.R.E.T.E.N.D-ing…