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what I should do? I need tons of courage to open your message. that's the reason why I request such this for the last time. The things had happen, I used to calculate before. what should I do? what I should to do to make this, this and this away. My mind is blanking. Focus? That's really a big task for me. It all like a girl who have her princess dream in the night. her prince used to kiss her forehead and both of them have a nice and round ending. BUT all these are just a dream. A dream that disappear in seconds, without any notice, no one have saw these exists, just the prince and the princess. Now, I'm so so tiring to arrange all of these. support me please.







I know I'm talking nuts. because I'm almost a nut now. =(