Hold it back

不可以。就是不可以说累。

为了梦想，我不能停。

我只能什么都听不见。

我只能什么都感受不到。

我知道，舍不得。

为了我的执著，我只能坚持。

我只能不断地努力，努力着。

我追，是因为我渴望。

我不想，以后才来后悔和埋怨。

以后，可能会有受伤的时候。

但为了梦，受伤那么一点，算得了什么？

为了保护我的信仰，我只能更加地坚持。

因为我相信，

" You are the one, that keep your dreams alive." 

But you will never know, if you don't really try." 

你好吗？我还好。

想po个内心的，但想想觉得别人没必要读你的内心场白吧。
但还是想说说近来的生活。
没别的，就无聊地工作着。
考试完了，旅行去了，成绩拿了。
也该想想自己的方向。

我讨厌没有目标的活着。
所以，锁定了想要出国的念头。
没别的，就想履行曾承诺过自己的事情。
虽然受到很多人的旁白，但还得坚持啊！
不然，以后怎么活下去。

浪费吗？拿了那么不错的成绩，竟然选择出国。
说真的，我拼了命地读，也只不过想证明自己可以到哪里。
现在证明了，我也没什么好遗憾了。
毕竟，那一年半的日子，不是好过的。

老实说，虽然目标定了，课程也想好了，但。。。
还是不能百分之百确定是不是自己想要的。
也许，在向前走的路时，我才会更了解自己多一些。
我不怕犯错，我只怕后悔。
所以，现在只能多做自己想做的事情。

说实在的，人在世，还是多做一些让自己开心的事。
当然，也别忘了身边的人。
没有什么事比“后悔”来得更捶心捶肺了。

惜。福

在布置房间的时候，多手地拍了下来，（我老兄与我）

updated, finally!

Since the last post was the day before I fly to Sabah.

Alright, here some update for the reader(although i knw just a little of that)

I'm back from Sabah for more than 1 month of course.

And had my Chinese New Year right after the trip.

I enjoyed myself a lot in the trip.

And of course I realized it's doesn't matter where you're going, it's about who you're going with.

That's the point.

Everything in Sabah is beautiful.

Unlike West Malaysia, you can just walk on the street without awareness.

I mean no one will come and grab your handbag suddenly.

the place was so beautiful and peaceful for me.

I love the trip not only the beauty view, and also feeling

It's been a long time we gathered together like this.

I love when we snorkeled together in the 2 island.

I love when have my para-sailing with my dearest. 

I love when riding the only-one-fall banana boats with the loudest one.

I love when forest climbing with full of shouting, even there was many Koreans there.

I love when the moment we had our canopy walk which like the end of world is coming.

I love when we bumped into the "Rock Pool" just because the hot spring were not enough for us.

I love when we changed the same rumah school t-shirt and walked around the KK.

I love when we hang out in the night for some dancing and beers.

I love when we sneaked to other places for some drinking with 3 gossip buddies.

I love when we bought and cook breakfast for ourselves.

I love when we reach the beach 4 hours earlier just to watch the sunset.

I love when we met a Taiwan-Indonesian couple and make fun with them.

I love when we dance and got recorded just to wait for the sunset.

I love when we drank like a rich guy beside the beach with the RM10.00 coconut.

I love when we walk for more than 30 minutes after the sunset just to have our Peking Duck.

I love when we played like someone who haven't been to playground before. 

I love when we played the heart attack card games and laugh like tanjung rambutan's patience.

I love when we keep on xin ji here and there.

I love everything in Sabah.

Here's some photos which I love the most.

I'll try to detail the Shanghai trip.

Thank you, everyone. Have a great day :)