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在我这个年龄，生气，伤心，或闹小孩脾气，只会降低自己的格调，甚至令自己变得更愚蠢。当遇到委屈时，你只有两个选择。一，算了吧！二，还是算了吧！我这么说不是因为我很好说话，是因为我暂时只想到的只有这个而已了。没有为什么，因为我很大方，虽然很痛，但能怎样？就是不能怎样，所以我才说算了吧！而，我能想到的只有这个了！


在车上，朋友说了一件极为普通的事情，但我却消化不了。为什么？因为不舒服，因为。。。。（算了）

原来，世界就是存在着你永远意想不到的人类，正在做出一些你更本不会联想到的事情。很不舒服，真得很不舒服！

努力，努力着如何更像钢铁般的心智！努力这“拿得起，放得下！”的道理。晚安!

god bless my dear

It is not a big deal for my MUET result. I got Band 3, so what? I'm not buying for local U. But the only problem I'm so worry now is my dear is going going going going going to New Zealand not more than two weeks later. Not only her leaving is wondering me, but also the earthquake in Christchurch. As I remembered last time, she told me her place of study is so near to Christchurch. and there is having another earthquake yesterday. God bless this little long-thin leg BFF. sigh. hope we have a better tomorrow. good night

god-damn

okay. okay. one week gone, another week gone. Mom and brother came back from Turkey too, but my holiday's plan-to-do-revision screwed up. totally screw up. I keep watching variety show, drama, movies, sleep, twitter, facebook, outing, totally slacking around with no pen life. god. Please send someone to motivate me. Or maybe I need some bad result to be the rock and fire for me. I need motivation. Maybe I can conclude it is Play hard, work hard in this entire life. Damn. I'm so regretful right now, but still stay in front of the TV. god-damn. god-damn. I gotta go. schooling day tomorrow. byyeeeeeeee :(

not for the twice.

I'll never give the second chance. never and ever. I can't even imagine how we look like when we trying to get together just like the previous. Hell no way! That's awful for me. I can't imagine. Well, you're not deserve for the second chance. Maybe I should say like that, you're not appreciating, so what the fucking reason I should give you or myself another chance? Is that fool? or jokes? Don't you think life is unpredictable, funny and anything irony? For the past few weeks, I keep thinking the same thing that will not happened to me again, but it did. I'm so so sure what am I doing now. I deleted all my messages in my hand phone's inbox and sent box, and I don't even save the number up. So, does it all over? Great. I hope too!

What I wanna say is, you're still tempting for me, but I'm buying you. Although you're still controlling my emotion sometimes, but I'm not into you already, since I've gave up the tiny little from you.

Just I said in the first sentence. I'll never give the second chance. night.



黄小琥 - 顺其自然

我试着让生活变得简单

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单 偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那麽难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散 让心又累又茫然

 

 

 

 

黄小琥 - 顺其自然