hate to be a virgo

Sorry for lefting my blog like this. I'm so so stressful everyday about the moutain of homework, the countdown for STPM, the gossips queen existence, the blabbermouth of teacher, the two pregnant teacher, the lack of sleep for me.......etc. I can count until 10000 if I continue. But what to do. I keep pray hard and even harder that can keep me strong. I keep myself to stay strength by not slacking like a dog without touching my pen. But what to do? This is the path that difficult to walk, but I have chose.

Sometimes, I may doing or overthinking something stupidly. Just because I'm a virgo. A virgo can't accept something change drastically without their plan or even permission. They will totally break down into the feet of mountain. What I think the person should be, he or she must be. I always expecting something that I shouldn't. I'm trying. I'm trying not to be such overthinking, I'm trying not put so much effort on one thing, or I can say anything. Because once it's different from my plan, I'll totally break down. Of course I know, this is not the time for me to show off my overthinking skills now, but what to do. I ain't controlling the mind. The brain is controlling the caps of overthinking, even though the flows of my tears. All of them is under my brain control. What can I do? I don't want the thing to be any regretful or what. Maybe just 1 quote!

That's is NOTHING TO DO WITH ME okay? done! bye!