蔡健雅《夜盲症》

不要为离开找借口，

但是相信你我都会发生。

不想为了你而恶化了我的夜盲症 。

你知道我不是个乐观的人，

当初你所说的感染力只不过是自己赋予自己的一些正确态度。

想通了，自然散发出正能量。

想不通，处处都是深。

[MV] PRIMARY(프라이머리), OHHYUK(오혁) _ Bawling

Primary is always awesome.

This is so sexy.

irresistible SEXY 

sound like John Legends. VIBE

Vibe is so good and makes me FEEL

But please don't label this as kpop

looooooove this.

I hate selling my emotion.

to him: 

he makes me feel crazy. he makes me that I'm the fault. it was so pain 

you might be right but I don't care.

you scattered me into pieces.

but sometimes you shining me like Venus.

the future that we hold is so unclear.

this was more like modem fairy-tale 

and everyone keep telling me there are always happen ending. 

to myself: 

Am i really in love 

or am I dating to break up

once again , it comes to me 

this happen ending

东南亚是舒服的

[北越] 

对越南的经济，总以为比起柬埔寨会来得更发展起来一些，但你知道北越和南越相差甚远，比不上泰国，更别说是马来西亚，因为想起去年到过柬埔寨所看到的越南旅客；对越南的制度，总以为是民主，却是越战后北越胜后共产制度。对越南的首都，总以为是胡志明市，但其实是比西贡落后的河内。对越南的人民，总以为都是黑头发下的黑皮肤，但人民却相似泰国和中国的结合体，很有趣的是女的非常娇小玲珑，男的可以说是各个“小鲜肉”，特别之处就是看不见黑皮肤。

越南民族精神主意强。倔强的，坚毅的，虽穷但不颓。越战打了20年，僵持在两大国之间20年，共产虽战胜了民主。外表上看是美国输给了共产精神主义获得最后胜利，但战后留下的局面是令人崩溃的，街上都是寡妇，日后更加剧了男尊女卑的现象。如果问我下一世让选当男当女，在越南当个男的每天搬张椅子在外扇风喝茶坐一天也不错。

北越没有高楼大厦，没有山珍海味，就连高速公路和机场都是靠日本建的。到处都是日产和韩货，有哪个国家不是一开始依靠外资。别讽刺日本的“经济移民”，到头来你也只能感叹不如他们。靠着最原汁原味的风景吸引旅客，虽不比中国的大山大水入眼，但舒服的态度来接待，虽落后，但知足；撑船的人每天靠着几块美金养家，不问他们还不知道一个比一个还年轻，已婚。虽穷，但不贪，街上看不到一个乞丐，不偷不抢，拿着个草帽从早到晚都不知有没有卖到一个。不仅问起自己的国家有没有中国来得发达，我答：“差不多这样就好了，因为城市的发展会腐朽人的心”。毕竟到头来我们需要的是空气、食物、水份和阳光。

无奈我们总喜欢到各大城市去倾慕他国的进步和发达，留恋高楼大厦的耸立和自然风景的优美，把自己憧憬但属于他人的文化带回去。无奈我们总喜欢到各落后国家数落别人的不及，唱起自己国家的好，把自己藐视他人的文化带回去。如要比较，不如回家睡觉。在旅行要的快乐是容易的，只求舒服，只求难忘。旅行当中看到一些他国族群的旅行方式便是旅途的小插曲。

倔强，坚毅，知足，越南是舒服的。有人总喜欢问我，为什么总喜欢挑东南亚国家旅行？对我来说，比起中国，东南亚是舒服的。

2 more days and it will be fucked off!

You have the most "ridiculous" reason and you know I actually buy it. I can't imagine I just turned out to be like a bitch just to cry shit, talk shit and do shit to you. Girls are bitch, ya they turned out to be like a bitch for guy who just like you. This is true. Relationship is hard, just look at our parents, they ain't easy at all. And now I realize how hard this relationship to be continued.

 I know I'm harsh because I'm always out of mind when you're not me. Friends asked to communicate for problems. Ya. wanna meet each other already been so hard what about communicating for problems? And you know what actually happened among us. The snowball is rolling bigger and bigger. The begining of  2015 is already frustrated. why more? 

It always been so normal when comes to day, but again it's come to greet me, this is the happen ending.

Ya 2 more days and it will be fucked off!