back again

Doh! everything was the fault of this seems-to-be-open-society-but-its-quite-orbit-all-the-time country. No facebook, no twitter, no blogger since I'm using my smartphone, what can I do? Rely to the software that I got in here(weibo,QQ) fuck! what to do? Neglect the software that I used to have over there(twitter,facebook,blogger...). fuck! I'm not in Aussie; I'm not in UK. and I'm not in Malaysia. I'm just in this panda land. what to do. restricted website everywhere, restricted contents everywhere, restricted news everywhere. The people of this land filtered all the news and information which comes from the outside; they personalized the things that come in to their land, they controlled everything which comes from the source .what to do. and I'm still studying mass com stuff at this restricted country. It wasn't my daddy's choice; it wasn't my mommy's choice; it wasn't my school's choice, it's all about me. 

I'm swearing I didn't mean to complain it as I'm not a Singaporean (no-offense, oops!) I'm used to it already. The language, the subject, the people, the weather and so on. I'm used to it already. But tons of questions circling my mind always, how can the fate of this country will be if they keep continue being so "deaf" about the world. I won't mind to admit that this country is strong, but doesn't it seems to be a little sicked already? No. should be injured (seriously damaged). I just read some sentences last few days, they said, "The personality of a person is definitely the result of the society". I always glad that I was born in Malaysia. I always glad that I was in this land which fulfilled with millions of passion and spirit, I love my country not because of the weather (maybe-yes), not because of the food (maybe yes too), as I love every part and every pieces of this land. Maybe I can make it like this, the culture and environment made up my personality and bla bla bla. I can't state it down one by one, because it was too many.

So how am I right nw? I'm doing fine. Status is kind of changing recently, everyone. so take note. I'm going off for class. bye!

P/S: Can't imagine I'm blogging during class. teeheeee :D

I coloured this during the Spring (It was the flag of my country and state)

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