A LONG po-st

I was more than months for not blogging, but please don't try to think that I'll shut down my blog. It's been about 4 months that I usually type in Mandarin, write in Mandarin, speak in Mandarin but not ENGLISH, so please do forgive my grammar, vocabulary and so on. You know it's hard to find someone to talk in english, as I'm in China. sigh. 4 months separation for my hometown and I was like.......A GOT LOT THINGS TO SHARE.

Remember that how I hesitated and wondered the choice that I made, and I can confirm hat maybe it's a stupid or fool decision that I made for myself, but I REALLY ENJOYED IT VERY MUCH. You know sometimes you have to choose something that will kill you softly, I mean the lifestyle that we can easily fucked up. hahaha! But the main point is, I did enjoyed the life that will kill my softly. okayy, I just kidding btw. I'm doing fine everyone. Still remember the hardcore times that I'd undergo, and that was what we call CULTURE SHOCK, everyone. Did I tell you that I used to tearing when I can't find my roommate beside when I was awake, as she went for class? Oops! yupe, I guess everyone will did that right? Did I ever tell you that when I finally can call my daddy, but can't really talk nicely to him, because I was crying beside the phone, and so as my dad did. What you think? Maybe someone will just said the same things that my parents told me. I'm telling you that, I am chameleon! 

So HAPPY 2013, guys. Especially for the one who is still reading my blog. About the end of the world, I have nothing to say, but I used to believe it last time. Who cares? As long as we're still alive, except my  dearest nanny. Sort of missing her right now. Yupe, she passed away last October, and I rushed back to Malaysia. It was like............ptttffkkk! (Keep for myself) I MISS HER. Okay, get back to that. For definitely everyone got their life contented when they started their University life. You're out of control. Well, I mean parental control. teeheee! It's the time for all of us to study how to be a human being just for yourself. You have your world, you have to fix yourself, you have to study how to live, you're doing all these things just for yourself, but not someone else and so on. Okay, no philosophy i tau. 

So, I will be back to my hometown for not more than 23 days, so the bucket list will be done just a few days before my flight. aha! I wanna meet up my buddies and dearest, I wanna eat as many as I can, I wanna shop as tired as I can, I wanna drive wherever and whenever I want, I wanna gossip as I did last time and....! Okay, Its about 1 morning and I think I gonna stop here. I got eight thesis to complete and I was like HALLELUJAH!! WTF?! The first semester is killing me crazy! OMG! How long I blogged today. Goodnight, peeps :)

P.S: You know how hard to blog in China? 

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