女人

从女涡造人，女人永远是弱的一群，比起男生。

女人，你若不自爱，那你凭什么要别人来爱你？

你的情人？朋友？还是家人？

女人，你若犯贱，那你凭什么怨天尤人地生活。

女人，你若不珍惜自己，那你凭什么让别人来珍惜你？

自爱，珍惜，自重，才是女人保护自己的方法。

哪怕是被人抛弃，也要抬头挺胸地说：“谢谢你，你让我的世界变得更有选择！”

哪怕是找不到涌起了，也要深呼吸地说:" 我不相信本小姐就不能完成！”

哪怕遇到自己喜欢但不能喜欢的人，说：“世界的男人又不是死完了！？”

珍惜，自爱，自重

没有哪些比这个更重要了！

女人

问号2

在车上，话题不断不断的绕着赚钱，赚钱，赚钱。

望着车窗外，常常在想，人生到底是什么？

到底需要什么？

钱吗？

人生除了钱，就没有了吗？

那么没意义吗？

也许你会说，其实人生出了赚钱，还有存在着更多的事情。

但，绕了一圈，你是否会发现，一切事物都绕着同一个东西。

那就是[钱]

念书，从何时开始变成赚钱的阶梯呢？

那为何要念书？

仅是为了赚更多的钱吗？

你不觉得好笑吗？

不是的，人生还有包含了很多东西。

知识，只是一部分。

只是，我还没体验到罢了！

太多问号！

我快19岁了。我快19岁了。

其实，长大，一点都不好玩！

不知为何，突然我的“生活”多了很多问号。

为什么会有心跳？

为什么会思考？

为什么手指会动？

为什么眼睛会看到色彩？

为什么不开心时，就会哭？不会笑？

为什么[人]会开心？

为什么[人]会笑？

为什么[人]一打从娘胎，就要念书？

如果不念书，就不能活着吗？

为什么[人]要因着社会需求而改变自己？

为什么[人]就不能跟着自己的期望而活？

为什么大人叫我们念书，我们就要念书？

为什么念书后，就要工作？

如果不工作，就没有钱吗？

为什么[人]需要钱？

如果一个[人]没有了钱，就活不了吗？

如果这世界没有钱的存在的话，会怎样？

小时所感觉到的事情，为什么和现在差那么多？

为什么小孩的世界永远比大人的世界简单？

难道不能倒反？

为什么会有[现实]呢？

为什么往往是我们接受[现实]？

如果不接受[现实]的话，也活不了吗？

为什么[现实]不能因我们而改变?

到底是[现实]可怕？还是[人]可怕？

为什么着世界会有亲情，友情，还有爱情？

如果没有了这些，[人]就活不下吗？

难道，[人]就不能简简单单的生，简简单单的活？

什么都没有的生活，不可以吗？

为什么[人]会存在这个空间里？

是怎样来到这个空间的？

在那之前，[人]有到底曾在哪里存在过？

为什么[人]都要经过那些不知碎设下的规律来活着？

[人]为什么都要依照生老病死？

[人]为什么就要先念书，在工作，然后结婚，接着生孩子，到了一定的年纪，就开始等死。

如果早知道会死，那么为什么会存在呢？

那活着，到底是为了什么？

为了让别人来纪念？

人生，到底是什么？

很困惑！真的不知道。

为什么人会想到那么多的为什么？

但却不能解决？

别问我是否疯了！因为这些问题已存在了许久，自己也不知道该怎样！

问答题！

Ｑ：你曾经面对过情绪低落的时候吗？什么原因? 会不会让你产生悲观的想法？
Ａ：是人都会有情绪低落的时候吧！原因？很多，大多是压力吧！悲观就悲观啦！但不至于会做傻事！说到来，我还是一个理智的人！

Ｑ：你是怎么熬过来的？
Ａ：相信‘雨过天晴！天更美！记住！有时要被动得去解决问题！事情也不是那么难罢了！所有的问题，都是始于自己不够勇敢去解决！

Ｑ：你现在生活的重点在哪里？
Ａ：挑战自己！

Ｑ：你现在有人生的寄托或目标吗？
Ａ：寄托是家人！目标嘛，做人吧！也算是吧？！

Ｑ：当你失去这个目标怎么办？
Ａ：如果失去做人的目标的话，请问，你还能活着吗？当然，在自己的原则上，尽量不会去失去这个目标！我会尽量的好好［做人］！当然学习也是其一，可是不是全部！

Ｑ：当你在最失意时，是怎样鼓励自己？
Ａ：人生嘛！总会有最惨的的时候。就当每次，都是最惨。然后，以后的日子就会更好过啊！

Ｑ：在你最失意的时候，你又想过自杀吗？
Ａ：你老娘把你十月怀胎生了下来，要自尽？好歹也叫老爸老妈捅你一刀，以还他们那么多年的养育之恩吧！

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如过撑不下，谁可以帮我?

fuck you! form 6

I hate form 6.

I hate form 6.

I hate form 6.

what I can comfortable myself is challenge do exist always.

I need someone who can give more strength.

damn.

i still hate form 6.

fuck you! form 6

i'm still alive

I'm still alive.

Thanks god.

In fact, I'm not so religious actually

but when we take a look that what happened in Japan,

we should really rejoice that we're still breathing.

Everyone do watch 2012 right?

Based on the calculation of Maya, the world will be end by 21st Dec 2012.

all the mankind will be cover by an enormous Tsunami.

and for sure I'll die easily because I don't know how to swim

seriously, I don't know what to blog now?

about the fucking stpm?

holy god. I don't want my blog full these shit!

I'm in holidays now. but still stick around in every corner in my house.

I just wish I can motivate by stay in front the book every 24-7

baby goodnight!

listening :T.O.P & Gdragon - Baby good night!

hate to be a virgo

Sorry for lefting my blog like this. I'm so so stressful everyday about the moutain of homework, the countdown for STPM, the gossips queen existence, the blabbermouth of teacher, the two pregnant teacher, the lack of sleep for me.......etc. I can count until 10000 if I continue. But what to do. I keep pray hard and even harder that can keep me strong. I keep myself to stay strength by not slacking like a dog without touching my pen. But what to do? This is the path that difficult to walk, but I have chose.

Sometimes, I may doing or overthinking something stupidly. Just because I'm a virgo. A virgo can't accept something change drastically without their plan or even permission. They will totally break down into the feet of mountain. What I think the person should be, he or she must be. I always expecting something that I shouldn't. I'm trying. I'm trying not to be such overthinking, I'm trying not put so much effort on one thing, or I can say anything. Because once it's different from my plan, I'll totally break down. Of course I know, this is not the time for me to show off my overthinking skills now, but what to do. I ain't controlling the mind. The brain is controlling the caps of overthinking, even though the flows of my tears. All of them is under my brain control. What can I do? I don't want the thing to be any regretful or what. Maybe just 1 quote!

That's is NOTHING TO DO WITH ME okay? done! bye!

What a Valentine!

God. I'm gonna cry as well as I die at here.

Stupid Valentine that just boost me a very Big hope.

But crashed into pieces not more than 6 hours.

Why not in the holiday?

I want to make it true please

Ya, what I said is the Korea dream trip with dear

Damn! But parents not allow me to skip my school just for this kind of vacation.

Eww! and me too.

But, I so wanna make it.

Whom am I going to blame?

Is that my parents? by the way, they're right in the way.

STPM is no jokes k?

Or dear's aunt? why can't she just booked the ticket lately a week after 16th May?

I hate it.

It's a free n easy trip la wei. I wanna snap as much as the mold get melted

everything will feel so right at there! if i can make it.

Nabi Muhammad s.w.t! I knew it's your birthday now.

And of course thank you for the public holiday.

But, can you pay me another favor?

Please try to make some miracle happen for me.

Oh maybe Jesus can help me to translate if "god" can't really get it what I mean!

I WANNNNNNNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

I so want the Korea dreamy trip instead of a valentine as a gift in my 19th Valentine days!

Stupid!

-crossfinger-

pray for me please!

that's what we called fate. But im not telling about the story.

I felt funny about that.

That's what we called ''fate''.

I don't want to say a thing about that again.

And the only thing I can do is keep act like dumby.

I will just keep all these in my side of trash box.
In case, i need it in the future.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I was just like :"..................OMFG! Is that real?-_____________________-"

Nothing will change although I knew the thing.

Blaaaaaa!

God bless me.

you know what am I aspecting "You" to do with me.

P.S : I just coloured my nail with flower. Chinese New year ma...

P.SS : It looks awful! i'm not scaring you now.

bye!

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人啊，有时不可以过得那么幸福。

会怕的！

Cough cough

Ulcer!

Sore Throat!

After that Cough pulak!

C'mon lahh! It's going Chinese New Year!

Aduhhh!

I wanna drink many many cold drinks!

I wanna eat many many oily delicious food!

Now I felt a little problem of my lungs jugak!

Please don't bring along asthma please!

Cough cough cough coughhhhhhhhhhh like HELLLLLL :(

SS3

SuperShow 3 is coming to Malaysia. I'm not so excited perhaps. The major reason is teman my dear go for a concert since the last time is S.H.E one. She's leaving this July. And the other reason is when can I watch the full complete SUJU, since Heechul and Leetuek is going to enlist. We must cherish for every opportunity when they're going to stand in front of us. Still remember I was tearing when Micky was standing just five feet in front of me. But how now? Another sad case! So, cherish yea when the group you like is going to stand in front of you. Because you don't know what will happen next, maybe contract get terminated or disbanded! Choi choi choi! Touchwood! What's going to the kpop nowadays? I have no idea because I din't click in to for quite a long time. Can be named as a little bit outdated! Sigh. Hope the ticket won't be sold out so quickly.

I still stressful on my study.

Cherish. Cherish and Cherish.

What can I say instead of this word?


P.S : How cute Kyuhyun is!
P.SS : Dear's fishy pun lengzhai lahhh. but I like Kyuhyun the most. Slurrrrp :)

I need genie

First, I had my leather backpack, cost me RM600++ (after discount)(lembu's kulit)

(I always bring along when vacation,it's look simply casual)

Second, I wish to have my leather wallet

Then, Ray Ban sunglasses that keep my eyes save.

And the grand finale will be the CAMERA.

(I had discover a half DSLR and half digital camera that cost RM1500++)

(The outfit is awesomeeeee, kill me please)

I need Genie!

life is totally unfair

We're the same creature in this world.

We're needing the same things in this world.

But we aren't having the same thing as you guys do

But, why are life so different in us?

I don't think is equal or fair.

Is that fool for us?

In fact, I'm stronger than I imagine.

But I'll be breaking down in the future.

Crying in somehow in the future.

Because can't stand for the circumstances anymore.

Please don't make mistakes that I'm the girl who are strong enough.

Attitude doesn't mean anything.

I don't show my weakness doesn't mean I ain't have any.

I din't cry doesn't mean I don't cry.

Seriously, I don't know what happen to my mind until now.

The only thing is My or Our road are harder than you guys.

You guys are so lucky to have such good guidance in your path.

All we can do now is stay strong and don't give up in anything.

But sometimes it's hard.

God. I almost cry now.

gtg bye!

3 songs of 1 name (Hello)

Can you imagine 3 songs of 1 name in my playlist.

And I love both of them so much :)

SHINee's Hello is adorable in their melodies

G-dragon's Hello is somekind of sexy on his rap

4men's Hello is awesome with their vocal.

try to click it all ;)

Love it so much.

Olivia Ong

Olivia Ong is so awesome.

Her music is warm for me.

:)

strange face dream

I don't know who's is he that show himself in my dream.

 I can't recognise the face or even remember.

Maybe he's a stranger or friend or someone that I know.

I keep on think and think about the "he" but still no idea.

aiya! Better go sleep now.

perhaps will have another episode.

hahaha

P.S : I'm thinking about him today. Just a couple minute

night.

not short post

Since I'm going to hell now. I've been busy around in my school these day. I don't know how dominant that part I love to being like this. No interruption. no annoying. no monster around slacking me like pissing off doggie, etc. I just hope anything will be go on like this,please! And the final thing is I can drive here and there with my own car. I'm saying this not because I like to drive, just as I am free to go home in anytime without calling others to pick me up. But of course, I have to call parents everytime I reach to school or home until my license turn normal.

Isn't it incredible? my class start to make a countdown on the whiteboard, and it's still 311 days left to STPM. Hiuuuu! Get away from that! Chinese New Year is coming, everyone! It's okay, I'm planning to bring revision book to hometown too, not a big deal! For sure, I making myself to success in this time. I don't want to prove that STPM is wasting our time, since I'd already wasted 1 year for it. I want to make a good result, and afterthat get in the better University and still keep ahead of my education. "I can study how long that I can study". That's the thought in my mind.

In fact, I thought race won't be the problem for me last year, but it seems something happen this year barely. Perhaps their skin offer another way of thinking that maybe so wrong compare with us. I love to help. I'm not the fussbudget, and of course I'm not your servant or you think that you're the comander always. Please try to say THANK YOU if some other pay you favors. STOP! Hang on! I'm strong that I thought. I can never lose control in front of you. Please try not to do something stupid. Sigh.

I know it will getting tougher and tougher in this year. And I do need a lot of strength to move on. Battery charging.......my friend. Lend me a shoulder if you can. :) good night

我希望我还有时间！

我希望，我现在才发现的，不会太迟！

我希望，我还有时间来珍惜！

我希望，我还有很多很多机会和时间！